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pphelpme

Count down
Feb 6, 2022
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Sorry life brought you here.:hug: I hope you are able to find peace. Watching the sunset sounds awesome.
I don't live near a beach or I would do the same. I would love to CTB on a beach at sunset. Just drift off peacefully into the night. I may watch a movie I like and listen to music. I just would like to be alone.
I'm new here and keep seeing cbt and have no clue what it means. Can someone please tell me??
 
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someonelse

Member
Jan 28, 2022
77
I couldn't do it last night. I want to try again later but I don't know if I'm brave enough. I'm so miserable I just want to die but I feel a lot of guilt and fear.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I couldn't do it last night. I want to try again later but I don't know if I'm brave enough. I'm so miserable I just want to die but I feel a lot of guilt and fear.
Don't be hard on yourself CTB is very hard to complete it takes a lot of courage and bravery to go up against our greatest fear Death, beating our biological instinct and our brain with all the possibilities afterwards
 
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xtorturedsoulx

New Member
Feb 5, 2022
1
I couldn't do it last night. I want to try again later but I don't know if I'm brave enough. I'm so miserable I just want to die but I feel a lot of guilt and fear.
I am new and don't know how to PM. If there is something in your gut that is telling you it's not the time, maybe it's not the time. Life can change in a moment. You are brave, no matter your choice. I fantasize about it but can never bring myself to do it. I'm sending you love and warm thoughts. I hope you find a reason to stay. ❤️
 
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olkf

I smile by your disgrace
Jan 21, 2022
161
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ondansetron-as-antiemetic.37064/
about ondansetron.
 
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JoeyJoey

Member
Feb 2, 2022
48
Don't be hard on yourself CTB is very hard to complete it takes a lot of courage and bravery to go up against our greatest fear Death, beating our biological instinct and our brain with all the possibilities afterwards
Oh to just pass away all of a sudden with natural causes 🙏
 
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Starchaser

Student
Oct 8, 2019
116
I couldn't do it last night. I want to try again later but I don't know if I'm brave enough. I'm so miserable I just want to die but I feel a lot of guilt and fear.
Don't push yourself too hard!
Dying purposely is simply going against 3.5b years of survival instinct of humans, it's not an easy choice, so, take it easy~
Hoping the best for you anyway!
 
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olkf

I smile by your disgrace
Jan 21, 2022
161
What is in the SN drink? Why do you need Metoclopramide?
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
So you do not throw up the poison
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,406
I'm new here and keep seeing cbt and have no clue what it means. Can someone please tell me??
CTB is a successful suicide. (Hopefully) For most it's the abbreviation of Catch The Bus.
Sometimes I have seen Cease To Breathe but mostly the first.
 
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yo_no_soy_el_pollo2

Member
Dec 29, 2021
64
@someonelse I also could only get Ondansetron but stated before it will not work as an AE for SN
In the PPeH they mention you can add ondanestron to meto or similar. The fact that they mentioned it makes me think it may help as an adjunct. I am planning on adding them both.

I know it's really hard to do prep things, but you might want to create a will using a free online eform. I used this one https://eforms.com/wills/ . In my state, it seems I don't need to have any witness signatures or notary. Not sure about where you live. But having something that states your wishes is better than nothing.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,406
Excuse me but what does the slang SN mean, what substance is it about?
I think we are still allowed to answer that, I'm not exactly sure.
There used to be a resource thread. Not sure where it is anymore. It was removed but I thought it was brought back.
There also used to be a SN megathread. Try the search function at the top of the screen, right side.
 
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angiegirl30

Student
Jan 20, 2022
112
I couldn't do it last night. I want to try again later but I don't know if I'm brave enough. I'm so miserable I just want to die but I feel a lot of guilt and fear.
I am sorry that you are feeling so miserable. But on a more selfish note I'm glad you are still here. Is that wrong of me? Please message me if you would like to talk.💛
What is in the SN drink? Why do you need Metoclopramide?
Refer to the resource thread at the top of the forums.
 
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ProntoFim

Hoping for my midnight
Feb 2, 2022
22
It's now a little under six hours until I take the SN. I'm now afraid my antiemetic won't work but I'm hoping for the best. I'm getting a bit anxious. Got a massage and watched the sunset at the beach today. I cried a lot while at the beach. What a sad life. Thank you everyone for the kind comments. I really appreciate them. You all make me feel less alone. Please PM me if you feel like talking.
It's a strange feeling to be happy that you're breaking free and nothing can accuse you for doing so, I feel strangely happy with this idea with what little I can feel in my heart that I would call happiness. I really hope you find your "way back home" if such a thing exists or that it all finally ends. I wish you never to return to this world and that you can find peace in this new path that we will cross through death.
PS:
by the time you should no longer be here, but I feel that this message should be posted.
 
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Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
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good luck may you rip forever
 
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someonelse

Member
Jan 28, 2022
77
I'm planning on taking the SN in 30 minutes. I've already cried my eyes out and am now feeling peace. If anyone is up and wants to stay with me I would appreciate it. I don't know what will happen once I take the SN. Am a bit scared.

I also just want to thank everyone on this site for being so supportive and kind. I've met some very thoughtful, gentle souls and I appreciate you.
 
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Buddha.e.c

Depressed Forever
Jan 18, 2022
121
I'm planning on taking the SN in 30 minutes. I've already cried my eyes out and am now feeling peace. If anyone is up and wants to stay with me I would appreciate it. I don't know what will happen once I take the SN. Am a bit scared.

I also just want to thank everyone on this site for being so supportive and kind. I've met some very thoughtful, gentle souls and I appreciate you.
Whatever happens i wish you the best and peace .i know you must be in pain 💔
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,259
I'm planning on taking the SN in 30 minutes. I've already cried my eyes out and am now feeling peace. If anyone is up and wants to stay with me I would appreciate it. I don't know what will happen once I take the SN. Am a bit scared.

I also just want to thank everyone on this site for being so supportive and kind. I've met some very thoughtful, gentle souls and I appreciate you.

Hpe r ok @someonelse
 
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Sides

Member
Dec 28, 2021
35
I'm planning on taking the SN in 30 minutes. I've already cried my eyes out and am now feeling peace. If anyone is up and wants to stay with me I would appreciate it. I don't know what will happen once I take the SN. Am a bit scared.

I also just want to thank everyone on this site for being so supportive and kind. I've met some very thoughtful, gentle souls and I appreciate you.
I hope and pray for the best for you, whatever you decide on your journey. May God bless you and give you the gift of Eternal Peace, either in your life or death. Love, no matter what happens, love always in all ways.
 
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ProntoFim

Hoping for my midnight
Feb 2, 2022
22
I'm planning on taking the SN in 30 minutes. I've already cried my eyes out and am now feeling peace. If anyone is up and wants to stay with me I would appreciate it. I don't know what will happen once I take the SN. Am a bit scared.

I also just want to thank everyone on this site for being so supportive and kind. I've met some very thoughtful, gentle souls and I appreciate you.
I so sorry I am too late, hope you find your peace finally whatever may happen. May the peace guide you forever and never leave you. once is done is done. Wish I could hold your hands.
 

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