Story Tomorrow i will drink SN

[Tasdevil]

Tomorrow night I will be drinking SN I have delayed a couple of times but finally feel the time is right for me. I will use the Stat method I will take meto at 11pm Saturday night Australian time take SN 45-60 minutes after the meto I have benzos as well to calm me. i will try to do a post after I have drunk the SN to say what is like if I am able to do i. I am definitely going to drink the SN I finally don't feel bad for doing it I was almost going to do it last night but I didn't fast by Not fasting I assume the risk of failure is higher. I will fast from 12pm tomorrow. I have been wanting to CTB since I was teenager I am now in my 40's and feel like it is definitely time I never felt more ready than now. I will be doing it at home even though my housemate will be home I will make sure I do it when they are a sleep they are extremely deaf which works in my favour. I am hopeless with words So sorry if i didn't word it very well or it doesn't make sense to people.

 

[london3]

Tomorrow night I will be drinking SN I have delayed a couple of times but finally feel the time is right for me. I will use the Stat method I will take meto at 11pm Saturday night Australian time take SN 45-60 minutes after the meto I have benzos as well to calm me. i will try to do a post after I have drunk the SN to say what is like if I am able to do i. I am definitely going to drink the SN I finally don't feel bad for doing it I was almost going to do it last night but I didn't fast by Not fasting I assume the risk of failure is higher. I will fast from 12pm tomorrow. I have been wanting to CTB since I was teenager I am now in my 40's and feel like it is definitely time I never felt more ready than now. I will be doing it at home even though my housemate will be home I will make sure I do it when they are a sleep they are extremely deaf which works in my favour. I am hopeless with words So sorry if i didn't word it very well or it doesn't make sense to people.

I wish you the best of luck and a peaceful journey where your worries will finally fade away

 

[Deleted member 31858]

I wish you have peace and find what you need, we are with you ♡

 

[FuneralCry]

There is nothing wrong with the way that you have written your post. I can imagine that it must have been so tiring to have suffered for so long. I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from your pain.

 

[outrider567]

Peace

 

[dustyfurcollector]

I wish you a peaceful journey. Whatever you decide.

 

[hankbank3928]

Keep us updated if you can. Hope everything goes well.

 

[wanttodie]

I wish you the best of luck

 

[hellispink]

Safe travels. Wishing you the best.

 

[madebrief]

Hope you've travelled well.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Is this still on, or are you sticking around for a bit like most of the rest of us?

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Wishing you peace from this hellish world. Rest well.

 

[picklemick]

Hey hope you're well or succeeded. Update?

 

[Tasdevil]

I feel asleep before I took it so I do it Monday night now but not go to bed until I have drank the SN. I feel silly for falling asleep.

 

[picklemick]

Will be going Monday also

 

[2dietmrow]

Hey brethren are you still here?

 

[mshari]

Update us please