Tommorow i ctb

[Ali25]

Tommorow is the day
I'm incredibly nervous. I was nearly successful a year ago. Nearly dying I was ready but called for help

I wished for the longest time I could go for it again. Its took me a year to get the supplies and confidence to do it again but finally suceed this time

I'm so nervous tonight and irritable. I'm trying to be nice like last time but I can't find it in me. Tommorow is final I feel so scared

 

[Ali25]

Scared but time

 

[Ali25]

Yes. But failing scares me

 

[Pentobarbital_Plz]

You've prepared for this moment, Ali. :) Only you will understand why, and only you can decide it is time.

It is YOUR body.

I hope you find true peace <3

 

[Ali25]

Thankyou so much

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be tiring having to deal with those fears as you plan to leave this world, I do understand not wanting ctb to fail, the fear of failure is what scares me as well. But I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[Ali25]

Thankyou. Fear of everything really what will happen after. Still tommorow is the deadline

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Whether you go through with your plans, or even if you don't for whatever reason, I hope you can reach your place of peace however you need to get there.

 

[EndlessDespair]

Thankyou. Fear of everything really what will happen after. Still tommorow is the deadline

What method are you choosing?

 

[whitefeather]

Ali - Thank You .

 

[Ali25]

Sn

 

[DreamSurfer]

I am sorry to hear that life has brought you to this point. If this is the path that best leads to what you seek, wishing you a fast transition to the end of your suffering. Wishing you peace with whatever you decide.

 

[Shivali]

 

[Regen]

I feel your pain and anxiety. I always was very nervous and feel uncomfortable before trying suicide. I really hope its the right dicision for you. If you feel only a little hope then try it, death is always waiting. But I understand if you cant stand it any longer. It seems you suffer a long time. I wish you deep peace and eternal love and being free of pain!

And if you want to wait, we are always here. You are welcome every time and with every reason!

 

[Ali25]

Thankyou

 

[blackwidow]

How are you feeling today.. Are you ok..