today's the day💧

[tomame]

im finally doing it you guys. this spirit attached to me hates me more than i hate myself and i for the life of me don't understand why God is punishing me this way.

i feel i will go to a purgatory after. i'm confident it won't be Hell .. you can't tell me those youngsters who were successful at my initial age's attempt (14) are now in hell

they absolutely aren't ️

or at least somewhere not here .. seeing people laugh, grow old, learn from their grandparents, stand on learned morals. not have to put up with things that go against their boundaries. feel happy. not delusional .. like my boyfriend called me. or machiavellian, as another ex did. nevermind the ones who cut me off without a trace.

i knew i wasn't supposed to make it past 27.

happy suicide awareness month

tomacito


tal

i tried. just know i did.

 

[Macedonian1987]

im finally doing it you guys. this spirit attached to me hates me more than i hate myself and i for the life of me don't understand why God is punishing me this way.

i feel i will go to a purgatory after. i'm confident it won't be Hell .. you can't tell me those youngsters who were successful at my initial age's attempt (14) are now in hell

they absolutely aren't ️

or at least somewhere not here .. seeing people laugh, grow old, learn from their grandparents, stand on learned morals. not have to put up with things that go against their boundaries. feel happy. not delusional .. like my boyfriend called me. or machiavellian, as another ex did. nevermind the ones who cut me off without a trace.

i knew i wasn't supposed to make it past 27.

happy suicide awareness month

tomacito


tal

i tried. just know i did.

Good luck. May you wake up in a better world than this one.

 

[waaaheaven]

i hope you find peace

 

[EmptyBottle]

sending hugs from Australia

feel free to share the protocol if u wish / are able to

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I hope you find the peace you desire