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calixocat

calixocat

I'm such an amazing person aren't I.
Oct 29, 2025
8
Im not sure why I'm writing about this but todays my birthday! 26th November, it was also the day I planned to kill myself to give everyone a big shock but it seems hard to attempt today since my parents came over, I'm turning 19 which seemed impossible to me before since I thought I'd never make it past 12, my college gives out plants for birthdays and I'm really only excited about the plant, most of my "friends" gave me hand-me-down gifts and cards they made on rough paper(they don't really care about me ) which I guess is the most effort they'll put in for me. I'm planning on killing myself when my parents leave which I hope is soon,

Heres this ugly Pikachu cake , whenever I look at it, it makes me laugh so I'm sharing it with you all.
Happy birthday to me!!!

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IncrediblePal

IncrediblePal

give food...
Nov 3, 2025
42
Happy Birthday!

And why does that pikachu have human eyes :(
 
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iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
270
happy birthday 🎈 🎂 sending you lots of hugs and strength ♡
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,089
Happy Birthday
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
291
Happy birthday, hun! :heart:🎉
 
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LakeMungoGirl

LakeMungoGirl

Member
Nov 6, 2025
71
Im not sure why I'm writing about this but todays my birthday! 26th November, it was also the day I planned to kill myself to give everyone a big shock but it seems hard to attempt today since my parents came over, I'm turning 19 which seemed impossible to me before since I thought I'd never make it past 12, my college gives out plants for birthdays and I'm really only excited about the plant, most of my "friends" gave me hand-me-down gifts and cards they made on rough paper(they don't really care about me ) which I guess is the most effort they'll put in for me. I'm planning on killing myself when my parents leave which I hope is soon,

Heres this ugly Pikachu cake , whenever I look at it, it makes me laugh so I'm sharing it with you all.
Happy birthday to me!!!

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Happy birthday!!!! 🎉 🥳🥳
 
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yesi

Faded
Nov 10, 2025
60
Happy birthday!
 
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Mooncry

Mooncry

✦ 𝓕𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼 𝓒𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓼 ✦
Sep 11, 2024
348
Happy birthday! 🤍 That Pikachu cake is indeed very ugly, but it's the thought (and the taste) that counts. 😁
 
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AltF4Mylife

AltF4Mylife

Member
Oct 10, 2025
51
Happy Birthday 🎉 🎂
 
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otium

otium

looking for the peace i crave
Aug 10, 2025
46
Happy Birthday 🥳
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

Self sabotaging day #178406
Aug 30, 2025
125
Happy birthday!!! 💕💕 The pikachu cake looks so silly I'd unironically want it for me birthday lmao
 
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Tombadil

Tombadil

Member
Nov 19, 2025
35
Happy birthday! That cake is really creepy for some reason.
 
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Realgar

Member
Aug 19, 2024
72
Happy Birthday To You!!!!
 
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Still here

Student
Feb 11, 2025
151
Happy birthday 🥳 🎉
 
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mittymittens

mittymittens

let's make it quick, ok?
Jun 11, 2023
81
Im not sure why I'm writing about this but todays my birthday! 26th November, it was also the day I planned to kill myself to give everyone a big shock but it seems hard to attempt today since my parents came over, I'm turning 19 which seemed impossible to me before since I thought I'd never make it past 12, my college gives out plants for birthdays and I'm really only excited about the plant, most of my "friends" gave me hand-me-down gifts and cards they made on rough paper(they don't really care about me ) which I guess is the most effort they'll put in for me. I'm planning on killing myself when my parents leave which I hope is soon,

Heres this ugly Pikachu cake , whenever I look at it, it makes me laugh so I'm sharing it with you all.
Happy birthday to me!!!

View attachment 186960
happy birthday !!
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
1,314
Birthdays are never nice in my opinion,,, i wish you a birthday without tears, I hope today treats you okay 🫂 and I like the silly freaky pika cake
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,482
💞 HAPPY BIRTHDAY 💞
 
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rs929

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Dec 18, 2020
762
Happy birthday!
 
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restingpiece

restingpiece

´ཀ`
Nov 3, 2025
9
happy birthday!!
 
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ladyofsorrows

ladyofsorrows

from my rotting body, flowers shall grow
May 30, 2023
172
happy bday ٩(^‿^)۶
 
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Cyrene

Cyrene

Memento Mori
Nov 22, 2025
27
Happy Birthday!!! 🎂🎉
 
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Alpacachino

Alpacachino

Trying my best!
Nov 26, 2025
279
Happy birthday calico!🥳
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,261
Mine is today, happy birthday 🎂 🎈
 
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reki_haibane

Member
Nov 20, 2025
12
Im not sure why I'm writing about this but todays my birthday! 26th November, it was also the day I planned to kill myself to give everyone a big shock but it seems hard to attempt today since my parents came over, I'm turning 19 which seemed impossible to me before since I thought I'd never make it past 12, my college gives out plants for birthdays and I'm really only excited about the plant, most of my "friends" gave me hand-me-down gifts and cards they made on rough paper(they don't really care about me ) which I guess is the most effort they'll put in for me. I'm planning on killing myself when my parents leave which I hope is soon,

Heres this ugly Pikachu cake , whenever I look at it, it makes me laugh so I'm sharing it with you all.
Happy birthday to me!!!

View attachment 186960
Happy birthday !! 🎉😊
 
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no mas

Member
Jan 19, 2025
23
Im not sure why I'm writing about this but todays my birthday! 26th November, it was also the day I planned to kill myself to give everyone a big shock but it seems hard to attempt today since my parents came over, I'm turning 19 which seemed impossible to me before since I thought I'd never make it past 12, my college gives out plants for birthdays and I'm really only excited about the plant, most of my "friends" gave me hand-me-down gifts and cards they made on rough paper(they don't really care about me ) which I guess is the most effort they'll put in for me. I'm planning on killing myself when my parents leave which I hope is soon,

Heres this ugly Pikachu cake , whenever I look at it, it makes me laugh so I'm sharing it with you all.
Happy birthday to me!!!

View attachment 186960
Happy Belated B'day!!! Hope you feel better ;)
 
Mira Gaga

Mira Gaga

I'm not okay, but it's okay.
Oct 16, 2025
59
Happy Birthday! I hope you're successful this coming year, no matter what you choose. Just know SS is always here for you.
 
helplesship

helplesship

helpfriendshipdrainfiasco
May 13, 2025
93
happy birthday! wishing you would and you'll getting better one day ❤️
 

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