ScaredCutter
₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊ Finding a Reason ₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊
- Oct 16, 2025
- 82
wow 19 anyways.
i stayed up late so i was up until likr 2am or something but fell asleep, woke up at 6-7am (no jokes) and, i was still feeling sad about something, i didnt really feel any amount of excitement for it, i tried having fun ab it with my boyfrirnd but he was stressed today so it was stupid of me. i suggested playing together because i got nothing else to do and there wasnt anything.
i eventually asked him whats wrong and he said hes stressed and i just feel bad, i feel like i pushed him into opening up and tryi g to spens time with me for my bday, im just a time waster. im always going to be a bad person.
im just only going to focuz on his bday instead of mine, i like christmas but today sucks. i knew it was going to go bad yesterday.
idk why i even bring my bday up anyways, eceryone forgets it except my parents.
i stayed up late so i was up until likr 2am or something but fell asleep, woke up at 6-7am (no jokes) and, i was still feeling sad about something, i didnt really feel any amount of excitement for it, i tried having fun ab it with my boyfrirnd but he was stressed today so it was stupid of me. i suggested playing together because i got nothing else to do and there wasnt anything.
i eventually asked him whats wrong and he said hes stressed and i just feel bad, i feel like i pushed him into opening up and tryi g to spens time with me for my bday, im just a time waster. im always going to be a bad person.
im just only going to focuz on his bday instead of mine, i like christmas but today sucks. i knew it was going to go bad yesterday.
idk why i even bring my bday up anyways, eceryone forgets it except my parents.
