agreement
Mage
- Mar 26, 2018
- 544
Today should have been the day.
I picked this date about a month ago.
As always my commitment didn't last.
I was still convinced and somehow positive until the day before yesterday then I didn't hold on my thoughts anymore.
The usual cons have stopped me: the pain and disaster that I was bringing in my family.
Now I'm the same.
Thinking about the next opportunity to get out of life.
One day I'll stop to set dates.
I've bailed on Death too many times, at the end it will get angry and it will not take me anymore.
I picked this date about a month ago.
As always my commitment didn't last.
I was still convinced and somehow positive until the day before yesterday then I didn't hold on my thoughts anymore.
The usual cons have stopped me: the pain and disaster that I was bringing in my family.
Now I'm the same.
Thinking about the next opportunity to get out of life.
One day I'll stop to set dates.
I've bailed on Death too many times, at the end it will get angry and it will not take me anymore.
