Venting Today might be the day I’m sad that even the thought of death isn’t enough for me to be at peace

[luna674]

Please don't comment if you're a pro lifer I've made my decision. Nothing is changing this. I might commit today I have my scale now. My mental health so bad. It's been bad since I was My mental health so bad. It's been bad since I was 11 and no one ever cared, I was therand no one ever cared, I can't even speak to it with my family. They have their own lives. They want to worry aboutI can't even speak to it with my family. They have their own lives. And their own shit to worry about your fucking hurting like when I say I'm in pain I'm in pain. It's emotional pain, but it's still pain. No one has ever cared I'm really been treated badly in life. I've been doing research. I think I might have CPTSD and borderline it's just sucks looking back when everything first started. I've been going back in time in my mind and it just looks like there's nothing I can do. I've been bullied to the point where my reputation is ruined, even leading up to make that I can't find peas. There's no one and there's nothing what's gonna miss me.. There's no one and there's nothing no one is gonna miss me.

 

[kunikuzushi]

I hate that people can bring someone into existence and not even care about their pain. we didn't ask to be born and even the people that forced us into existence won't help when we're in pain. you deserve comfort and peace and I hope you can have peace soon and im sorry you're in so much pain.

 

[peacebenow]

You will be missed. I promise you. You may not know who will be missing you at any moment but someone or something will be.

 

[broken serenity]

Thanks, I haven't been accepting that it's pain and that I'm actually tolerating it actively every day. It's exhausting. I hope you find some solace in life someday soon, but if not I hope you can escape peacefully, as I hope to.