Гууу

Гууу

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Apr 9, 2020
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Ok, i got a stuff for journey. The first picture is what look likes 25g SN in cup as powder. I thought it will be way more. The density of powder is near to baking soda. Dissolves in water w/o heat, taste same. Reminds me a mix i used to be cure stomatitis.
Saccharine has low affect on taste.
Already took 1x10mg after the drug store.

Brb hiding that all stuff and having antiacid.
 

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I'm so sorry life's come to to this for you. If you end up going through with this, I genuinely hope you find your peace.
 
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I hope you find peace :hug:
 
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Dewdmael

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My soul wants to send all my love in my heart to you right now. I am so sorry for your pain.

I wish I could take it away and I pray that God remembers you.
 
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Safe journey.. :heart:
 
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I wish i was as brave as You
 
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jgm63

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If you decide to go ahead, then I wish you a safe journey on to somewhere better..... :heart: :heart:
 
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Wish you safe journey. Do you will be updated?
 
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diyCTB

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May you find peace on the other side comrade.
Have a safe journey.
 
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Paull

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Wish you safe journey. Do you will be updated?
I'll update for you guys...I chatted with him...he followed stat ...he ate a cheese sandwich before 3, hours of sn.. he ate his sandwich and took liquid antacid and iboprofein as per stat and went for sn and soon messaged me it was hell and told me he wanted to vomit and in 2 min he told he vommitted some brown masses and told his heartbeat increased...all this happened in just 5 min....since then I didn't get any reply..it's been already 15 min since he messaged...I'm also a new bie about sn...can anyone tell what would have happened...
 
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I'll update for you guys...I chatted with him...he followed stat ...he ate a cheese sandwich before 3, hours of sn.. he ate his sandwich and took liquid antacid and iboprofein as per stat and went for sn and soon messaged me it was hell and told me he wanted to vomit and in 2 min he told he vommitted some brown shit and told his heartbeat increased...all this happened in just 5 min....since then I didn't get any reply..it's been already 15 min since he messaged

Reason for vomitting is likely because he didn't fast and didn't take antiemetics. Did he not follow the guide and just did it impulsively? Doesn't matter now, I hope he found peace.
 
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Paull

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Reason for vomitting is likely because he didn't fast and didn't take antiemetics. Did he not follow the guide and just did it impulsively? Doesn't matter now, I hope he found peace.
He told he doesn't care about diet and told he anyway dieted for 3 hours which would be enough...but the thing is all of the vomits and stuff happens in just 5 min after taking sn...I hope he found peace
 
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He told he doesn't care about diet and told he anyway dieted for 3 hours which would be enough...but the thing is all of the vomits and stuff happens in just 5 min after taking sn...I hope he found peace
Did he mention any other discomfort other than vomitting?
 
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jgm63

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I'll update for you guys...I chatted with him...he followed stat ...he ate a cheese sandwich before 3, hours of sn.. he ate his sandwich and took liquid antacid and iboprofein as per stat and went for sn and soon messaged me it was hell and told me he wanted to vomit and in 2 min he told he vommitted some brown masses and told his heartbeat increased...all this happened in just 5 min....since then I didn't get any reply..it's been already 15 min since he messaged...I'm also a new bie about sn...can anyone tell what would have happened...
Ok, so he left a 3 hour gap between eating the sandwich and taking the SN.
4 or 5 hours of fasting would have been the suggested duration after a small meal.
It sounds as though he took a meto stat dose.

If he had followed Stan's guide fully, then he would have made some backup drinks, and would have drunk some more after vomiting, although not everyone does that....
Some general notes of mine :
Some members have vomited, but still been successful. In the cases where people vomited it doesn't appear they drank any more SN, yet they still appeared to succeed, although the recommendation is to have a couple of extra glasses ready, and to drink more in the event of vomiting. If you vomit very soon after drinking, then drinking more would be considered required.

If he didn't call an ambulance, then he might still have caught the bus.....
Alternatively, if he went to a hospital, then we might hear back from him in a week or two....
 
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Paull

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Ok, so he left a 3 hour gap between eating the sandwich and taking the SN.
Ideally 4 or 5 hours would have been better.
Did he take a meto stat dose ?

If he had followed Stan's guide fully, then he would have made some backup drinks, and would have drunk some more after vomiting, although not everyone does that....
Some general notes of mine :
Some members have vomited, but still been successful. In the cases where people vomited it doesn't appear they drank any more SN, yet they still appeared to succeed, although the recommendation is to have a couple of extra glasses ready, and to drink more in the event of vomiting. If you vomit very soon after drinking, then drinking more would be considered required.

If he didn't call an ambulance, then he might still have caught the bus.....
Alternatively, if he went to a hospital, then we might hear back from him in a week or two....
 
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jgm63

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He took 25g, and it sounds like he didn't vomit for about 3 minutes, so I would think he may have absorbed enough for it to be fatal....

I guess we won't know now unless we hear anything back.
If we don't hear anything for 2 or 3 weeks, then at that point it would become likely that he caught the bus.

In either case, I wish him nothing but peace..... :heart:
 
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This is truly sad ;-;
 
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Be careful what you post, @Paull. It certainly looks like you encouraged him to commit suicide. If he's dead, I hope he didn't have to go through any more pain and that he's finally at peace.
 
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Paull

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Be careful what you post, @Paull. It certainly looks like you encouraged him to commit suicide. If he's dead, I hope he didn't have to go through any more pain and that he's finally at peace.
Gonna delete it....I was just supporting him...I even told him to think it through again whether he was sure or no
 
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He didn't

Gonna delete it

Hopefully, you'll learn something from this too. This forum is pro-choice, not pro-suicide.
 
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Paull

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Hopefully, you'll learn something from this too. This forum is pro-choice, not pro-suicide.
Yeah..I need to learn more about the forum... should go through the rules again..
 
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I hope you find peace. Adieu
 
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Yeah..I need to learn more about the forum... should go through the rules again..

It's not only about the rules. This is not a game. A suicide is irrevocable and causes much pain. It's not to be taken lightly.
 
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Wishing you a safe journey
 
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Ill light a little candle, i hope his soul finds the way to love and peace
 
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hope your exit was peaceful other than the vomiting. you are in peace now and free from suffering. :heart:
 
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. went for sn and soon messaged me it was hell and told me he wanted to vomit
What do you think was hell for him? The taste or the pain or the nausea?
 
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Ulisses

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I wish you peace. we will meet soon lol
 
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