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Flying Away
A listening ear is better than suffering in silenc
- Nov 20, 2021
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The past few days have been positive and I felt the person who could save me was responsive. Kind, loving and caring. Today it feels like things have returned to normal. The rollercoaster ride is beginning to wear me down. Hope is replaced with doubt. I have changed my date numerous times recently. I have to stick to my guns with my latest date. Don't want these feelings to continue to hurt. Today has been a bad day. Mistake after Mistake is the story of my life. Need to do better but feel I make things worse. Head feels foggy and chest is tight. I have a heart condition and wish it would kill me now