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xXSufferingXx

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Feb 21, 2025
1,261
i discovered that someone had really fucked me over without me knowing it all the way back like about 5 years ago.

it made me think...
if you magically could get a list of everytime someone did something bad behind your back or lied to you,
would you want access to that list?
 
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delmatora

delmatora

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Jun 26, 2026
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I want to access that list
 
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xXSufferingXx

Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
1,261
I want to access that list
i wouldn't lol.
well maybe if i could put a search filter on it, where i could choose to NOT see the petty stuff...
and only view the really really important things... then yes, maybe.
 
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BradGuy123

Arcanist
Jul 6, 2025
447
There would have been a point where I would have said yes but at this point I say I don't want that list. If someone screwed me over a long time ago, they've probably forgotten about it. Me thinking about it and getting angry isn't going to hurt them - it's only going to hurt me.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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I'll be dead soon, so why would earthly matters continue to be of any concern to me?
 
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violetforever

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Dec 24, 2025
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was it someone close to you or someone not really involved in your life?? sorry that happened ❤️‍🩹
 
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xXSufferingXx

Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
1,261
was it someone close to you or someone not really involved in your life?? sorry that happened ❤️‍🩹
not a private person in my life, no. thank god. it was actually a doctor
 
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Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
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I already know the list for me will be very long. Most people lie, even if it's just to be nice.
 

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