Venting Today, I felt grief once again.

[MindFrog]

It hurts so much..

Just today, my grandmother who was the only person who understood me, died. I can't even hug her or at least tell her I love her..

She died of covid cause my fucking uncle thought it was a "good idea" to meet with friends then go straight to her house..

He got confined first, now he's outside walking free.. While my grandma .

She was so pale...

FUck.. This is it. This is really it. I don't have any strings on me anymore.. She didn't deserve this. She didn't have to suffer like this.

Fuck this shit.. I'm cutting off this bullshit.. This life ain't worth living if I'm going to see my loved one die off.

Fuck it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry for your loss, I cannot imagine how much pain you must be in. This life really is cruel and unfair.

 

[BlankUser]

I'm so sorry. I lost my grandmother last year. She was the closest family member I had left. I know how you're hurting right now. And no words can ease the pain... Only time can numb the pain. So vent, and do everything you can to comfort yourself. Your grandmother wouldn't want you to suffer. Cherish your best memories with her.