Story Today I collapsed at work

[Versailles]

I definitely feel trapped, in a kind of infinite circle that I still can't get out of, I'm trapped in this life, an existence that I don't want.

Today I fainted, as a result of fatigue and long hours of work, I hate this but at the same time I hate not being able to take a break because the criticisms of other people will begin, at what point do we start to romanticize labor exploitation? in a world where you can get what you want effortlessly. The system is quite unbearable for me and I do not find grace in it.

One of the things that I hate the most is that, I have wasted years of my life, not knowing how to use them, the truth does not bother me, but I cannot bear that this bothers others by making people point to me or judge me. Being alive is scary now.

Now I wonder why CTB is so difficult for me knowing that nothing will change in my life? Damn! If I had the guarantee that my life will end before the age of 30, I would be calmer, but it seems that time has no mercy and more and more I want to avoid a lot of suffering that I would not want to experience again.

 

[Makko]

It's not enough that you collapse at work, but work must also collapse at you

 

[FuneralCry]

I can relate to feeling trapped. This life is not meant for me and I believe I should have never been born. It can be a hopeless feeling. I'm sorry you are going through this, fainting really is awful. In the end we are all humans and there is only so much we can cope with before we end up completely exhausted. I wish you well.

 

[Fakereality]

People have no compassion for each other I stopped caring about their shitty useless opinions ages ago this society has been designed to capitalize on every small tiny aspect of life from our birth to death everything is capitalize upon they glorified labor and compete among each other like rats for small small tiny pieces of the pie while the bigger pieces have been grabbed by humans sitting on high offices and luxurious mansions every breath I take in this toxic joke of a world feels like a disgraceful poison to me.

 

[Versailles]

People have no compassion for each other I stopped caring about their shitty useless opinions ages ago this society has been designed to capitalize on every small tiny aspect of life from our birth to death everything is capitalize upon they glorified labor and compete among each other like rats for small small tiny pieces of the pie while the bigger pieces have been grabbed by humans sitting on high offices and luxurious mansions every breath I take in this toxic joke of a world feels like a disgraceful poison to me.

It is horrible to have to be a slave of the system in an obligatory way, the labor competition is growing more and more and the frenetic rhythm overwhelms people like us

 

[Midgardsorm]

Maybe you should try to work Home Office. I'm working from home and I'll surely beg to continue like this.

I already had an Anxiety Crisis a few days ago and I really don't want to go back to the office while my mental health is going downhills

 

[Pluto]

It's a very twisted culture that praises self-sacrifice in the name of maintaining our corrupt institutions. In the extreme, society says that people who get blown up in pointless wars are 'heroes' and those who don't are 'cowards'.

Be as true to yourself as you can. Other people's judgements are worthless.

 

[m9q2As2$IG]

Remember, society was shaped by other humans. By you not simply obeying or obliging that current societal infrastructure you are showing strength by staying true to yourself. You may not be a pioneer in a broader pro-choice society, but you can contribute to it if you so desire. Eventually, humans should adapt (let's hope).

EDIT: Forgot to say, I wish you the best, much love and strength!