To Hell with it! Just let me go

[summermoon]

Who doesn't want to ctb in a peaceful way but sometimes life doesn't give you options or sometimes you just can't wait for the right method or the time.

I feel time is slipping by and if I don't gather the impulse to ctb now, it will be too late and something horrible which i am dreading would come to pass..

I wish I can escape but it takes courage to both face the reality and to ctb. I can do neither.. So kind of in a mess right now..

 

[RepressedMind]

I understand how you're feeling and sometimes I wish we had a button that would instantly and peacefully kill us.

If you really don't have the time, chose a method like jumping/hanging and the rest is something you really need to find strength to do. Because with life, you don't have a choice, you will always eventially have to face it. Suicide on the other hand is a choice and it is one of the hardest ones, because you need a lot of bravery to pull it off.

I don't know what you're dealing with, but I really hope things turn out better for you :)

 

[KibblesNBits]

I wish I could hold your hand through it, whatever it is you do. You're not alone.

 

[hakku]

I'm in the same boat as you. <3

 

[woxihuanni]

I hope you don't hurry with a method where the risk of failure is not affordable, like jumping. It boils my blood when anybody recommends a method, and even more so with such methods.

 

[Painless_end]

Who doesn't want to ctb in a peaceful way but sometimes life doesn't give you options or sometimes you just can't wait for the right method or the time.

I feel time is slipping by and if I don't gather the impulse to ctb now, it will be too late and something horrible which i am dreading would come to pass..

I wish I can escape but it takes courage to both face the reality and to ctb. I can do neither.. So kind of in a mess right now..

I empathize with your situation. Mine is same.

 

[Deleted member 14386]

Who doesn't want to ctb in a peaceful way but sometimes life doesn't give you options or sometimes you just can't wait for the right method or the time.

I feel time is slipping by and if I don't gather the impulse to ctb now, it will be too late and something horrible which i am dreading would come to pass..

I wish I can escape but it takes courage to both face the reality and to ctb. I can do neither.. So kind of in a mess right now..

I feel the same. I thought I wasn't going to ctb yesterday, now I'm wondering of the consequences of living.
So yeah same, kinda on the fence but if I give off too many signs I just feel like something bad will happen and I don't know what or why