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Freefrompain

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Apr 9, 2025
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I honestly don't think some of us want to die but we really really just want the pain to end, die and go away…….and also at the same time some of us want to leave because of the pain. I just wish everyone's pain would go away!😭………
 
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technicallyAlive

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Nov 29, 2023
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Mood honestly. I don't want to die but at the same time suicide is really the only way to stop the suffering :')
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I also wish for the suffering to go away for me but I'd personally never wish to suffer in this futile, torturous existence under any circumstances, the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten is all I see as desirable. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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Mary Janex

Probably dissociated
Apr 2, 2025
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This. If I could end all the pain and suffering I go through everyday, I would want to live, but death is the only way to stop all this, unfortunately.
 
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Freefrompain

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WHY ARE WE STILL HERE???
 
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KillingPain267

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Apr 15, 2024
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That's me. I don't want to undergo the stress of buying suicide tools. I don't want the anxiety of possibly failing and waking up disabled i don't want to hurt my family. BUT I also can't take the pain anymore! And I've tried all the treatments, and I tried surviving with drugs and alcohol for as long as possible until not even they work anymore. I'm left with still being in pain and now no hope or solution to end the pain. So what's left other than completely shutting off my brain and body, so it can't feel a thing? Anyone??!!
 
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