To All Members....

[avoid_slow_death]

Thank you all for being yourselves here. In a way, I feel like ya all are my family. In a sense we bond together, albeit over a tragic common cause, we still stick by, support, defend, protect and help one another to the best of our abilities. I adore that about this community. Ironically, this is also one of the warmest, kindest and most loving places I have ever participated in real world or online. I love every single one of you like you were my siblings. And, of course, I have to give shout outs to some of my favorite people here:

@Ame You are one of the most intelligent, level headed and sweetest people in this forum. Even though you can seem standoffish at times, I know in your heart you truly care and want what is best for everyone. You're a shining example of the goodness of humanity.

@hotelbeneathground You sir are funny as fuck! At first I thought you were just mean and offensive on purpose. But upon closer examination, I came to realize, "Hey dumbass, his sense of humor is pretty similar to yours. Dark, perverse and highly sarcastic but rarely meant to be malignant in nature. It's just a way of dealing with all the horrendous shit in the world. So keep being you bro. Cause you're fucking awesome at it!

@Persephone ❦ Can't seem to tag you, but hopefully you will see this regardless. You seem to have the unofficial title of "Mother" here and it definitely fits you. Kind, caring, nurturing, wise, thoughtful and patient, you definitely exhibit the qualities of a very loving parent. A lot of us would be worse off without your advice, kind words, wisdom, understanding and acceptance. This site is radically better because of your presence and it will be a whole lot less comforting when you leave. You are just that large of a personality whether you realize it or not.

@fox_wannabe Your posts almost always evoke some kind of emotional response from me. Whether it's to laugh at something funny, reflect on a subject that you touched upon with your intelligent mind or making me want to reach out and hug you just because I feel you need and deserve it. You are straightforward and thoughtful. Thank you for being you.

@AverageFanEnjoyer Although we haven't spoken for very long, I sense a gentle soul in you underneath all the darkness and behind those high walls. I would love to see you accept yourself better because you have a lot of important things to say that people need to hear.

There's others I adore here as well, but, being a burnt out dumbass, I cannot recall them atm. If I do though, I will post a reply giving you a shout out.

For everyone else, just keep being yourselves and keep being kind to each other. Many of us here have nobody but the people on this site so it's important we keep this place as accepting, loving and kind as it is now because this is home to a lot of people who have nowhere else to go.

I love you guys.

 

[Seafoam]

Aw, this is so sweet! Definitely brightened up my day. I like reading your posts too!
p.s. love your profile picture

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Aw, this is so sweet! Definitely brightened up my day. I like reading your posts too!
p.s. love your profile picture

I figured with all the dark things we discuss, (which is perfectly fine btw especially considering the nature of this site,) ya all could use some warmth, kindness and unconditional love.

 

[rationaltake]

I always appreciate your posts. I'm minimalist and have OCD so find it hard to reply. Your personality shines through your words.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

 

[fox_wannabe]

Thank you. We really are here sharing very weird goal. I also feel very intimate with this community since I cannot speak with anybody else about my death or ctb.

 

[marinekiwi]

This site is truly a miracle.
We are all suffering so much in our lives, but the fact that i can come here and read such loving posts like these makes me go easier through the day.
We may be the most depressed people on earth, yet we support and help eachother, even when some of us is passing away. Makes me shed tears of joy and relief.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Thought of one!

@FuneralCry You are one of the most active members in the community. Always with a kind word or some reassurance. You're sort of like the soothsayer of the site. Ever-present with you gentle words of oblivion, this site would feel a bit empty without your presence. Thank you for caring despite the fact that you are so very tired. That takes a courage and strength most people don't possess. You're a greater person than you think you are.

 

[FuneralCry]

This is the one place where we can talk about these topics without being told toxic positivity and platitudes. We respect people's personal decisions whether they choose to live or die. The society is cruel as they try to force us to live and they expect us to suffer for decades. A website like this is needed. I wish you peace.
Edit: Just saw your comment. Thank you, you are very kind. I always like seeing your posts.

 

[fox_wannabe]

I wish you peace.

wait @avoid_slow_death is leaving??
Leaving this world i mean

 

[avoid_slow_death]

wait @avoid_slow_death is leaving??
Leaving this world i mean

Not until New Years.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Thank you all for being yourselves here. In a way, I feel like ya all are my family. In a sense we bond together, albeit over a tragic common cause, we still stick by, support, defend, protect and help one another to the best of our abilities. I adore that about this community. Ironically, this is also one of the warmest, kindest and most loving places I have ever participated in real world or online. I love every single one of you like you were my siblings. And, of course, I have to give shout outs to some of my favorite people here:

@Ame You are one of the most intelligent, level headed and sweetest people in this forum. Even though you can seem standoffish at times, I know in your heart you truly care and want what is best for everyone. You're a shining example of the goodness of humanity.

@hotelbeneathground You sir are funny as fuck! At first I thought you were just mean and offensive on purpose. But upon closer examination, I came to realize, "Hey dumbass, his sense of humor is pretty similar to yours. Dark, perverse and highly sarcastic but rarely meant to be malignant in nature. It's just a way of dealing with all the horrendous shit in the world. So keep being you bro. Cause you're fucking awesome at it!

@Persephone ❦ Can't seem to tag you, but hopefully you will see this regardless. You seem to have the unofficial title of "Mother" here and it definitely fits you. Kind, caring, nurturing, wise, thoughtful and patient, you definitely exhibit the qualities of a very loving parent. A lot of us would be worse off without your advice, kind words, wisdom, understanding and acceptance. This site is radically better because of your presence and it will be a whole lot less comforting when you leave. You are just that large of a personality whether you realize it or not.

@fox_wannabe Your posts almost always evoke some kind of emotional response from me. Whether it's to laugh at something funny, reflect on a subject that you touched upon with your intelligent mind or making me want to reach out and hug you just because I feel you need and deserve it. You are straightforward and thoughtful. Thank you for being you.

@AverageFanEnjoyer Although we haven't spoken for very long, I sense a gentle soul in you underneath all the darkness and behind those high walls. I would love to see you accept yourself better because you have a lot of important things to say that people need to hear.

There's others I adore here as well, but, being a burnt out dumbass, I cannot recall them atm. If I do though, I will post a reply giving you a shout out.

For everyone else, just keep being yourselves and keep being kind to each other. Many of us here have nobody but the people on this site so it's important we keep this place as accepting, loving and kind as it is now because this is home to a lot of people who have nowhere else to go.

I love you guys.

Thank you mate, your post warmed me and made my night better. Although I had conflicting thoughts as in not feeling welcomed here in the end I realize that this is the most nice and unique community on the internet, no other forum can beat this.

 

[motel rooms]

@hotelbeneathground You sir are funny as fuck! At first I thought you were just mean and offensive on purpose.

I'm definitely an acquired taste.

.......................................................................................................................................................................( THAT'S ENOUGH! YOU'RE INSUFFERABLE! )

 

[Lone_Gray_Wolf]

I'm glad you found a place around here and people to interact with; a place that, while is more or less a Hospital For Souls, you still found care within it.

I wish you the best on what comes next.

 

[TheHatedOne]

I wish I could love this 1000x times damn.

 

[Pluto]

I nearly made a post exactly like the OP but I chickened out. So thank you for speaking on my behalf. :D

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Thought of 2 others.

@not-2-b-the-answer and @Dead Meat You two have been reacting very warmly to my posts for the almost 2 years I have been a member here. Mostly hugs and hearts. And while this might seem to be a silly thing to be grateful for, I am nonetheless. It warms my heart to know that people understand and relate to what I am going through. Makes this hell a tiny bit more bearable. Thank you for your kindness.