qwert3948
Student
- Apr 24, 2023
- 147
my adult life is mostly starting and i can't take it anymore
ridiculous to say such a thing when my life has barerly started but i don't feel like staying around to find what's out there honestly
i am so tired everyday i can barerly get out of bed to sit on my computer, and now i have to go outside by myself and deal with documents and getting a driving license and so much it's honestly so little i hate myself for being tired over this little.
i'll probably stay around just so i don't bother my parents by dying in the middle of dealing with things they need me for, but i hope i can die soon. at least until the end of the year
the only hang-able place in my room is this hook meant for hammocks. (there's another one along the other wall) i've tried hanging from it before but i was so close to the wall and floor it didn't seem like it would be possible.
i might look into partial hanging but my doorknob is not strong enough for it. i don't know, i just wish i could lie down in my bed and be gone by morning
i've been loosing my apetite and i can barely pretend to not be unwell atp. i'm just not meant to be here
ridiculous to say such a thing when my life has barerly started but i don't feel like staying around to find what's out there honestly
i am so tired everyday i can barerly get out of bed to sit on my computer, and now i have to go outside by myself and deal with documents and getting a driving license and so much it's honestly so little i hate myself for being tired over this little.
i'll probably stay around just so i don't bother my parents by dying in the middle of dealing with things they need me for, but i hope i can die soon. at least until the end of the year
the only hang-able place in my room is this hook meant for hammocks. (there's another one along the other wall) i've tried hanging from it before but i was so close to the wall and floor it didn't seem like it would be possible.
i might look into partial hanging but my doorknob is not strong enough for it. i don't know, i just wish i could lie down in my bed and be gone by morning
i've been loosing my apetite and i can barely pretend to not be unwell atp. i'm just not meant to be here
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