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Venting Tired

stars-go-out

stars-go-out

In the dark times, should the stars also go out
Jan 9, 2025
5
I was getting better but now I'm getting worse and I just want the pain to stop. I want to stop thinking about the friends who abandoned me. I want to stop thinking about what I lost growing up depressed and neglected. I want to stop thinking about what I could be doing with my life. I want to be alone forever because I'm so tired of being left behind. And I don't even deserve to CTB because then I'll be an even bigger burden than I already am. I can't keep living but I can't die. I just want it to stop
 
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Freebandzgang

Freebandzgang

Cant believe that we made it this far
Mar 17, 2025
119
Why do you think you ctb will make you a bigger burden? I agree that it would put it on someone else, but if you are experiencing extreme pain then it would be more understandable to ctb.
 
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