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Thatdude
Life is temporary, death is permanent
- Sep 26, 2019
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So long story short I'm 33 now. For a number of years I've tried getting a career in IT as several things. But I never was able to break into the field. Even down to the point with my last degree I allowed someone that worked high up in a state job in IT to cheat off of me with the promise that they would help me get a job. But after the class was over they ghosted me.
Before this I gotten a degree in aerospace, and when I graduated the market collapse. I was able to get a manufacturing job, but was fired from it for unknown reasons. I was told I didn't mix well with others, which might of been the case since I was constantly bullied both on the floor and break areas. I picked up another job, and was fired after 1 day because they found out I was in school for another degree. I was laughed out of several interviews even when I gotten all the answers right.
Recently I tried to enact my backup plan which was for me to go into the military. But I found out that I can't join since I'm autistic.
For a number of years I tried things like making a living off of 3D printing, laser engraving/cutting, CNC, coding, making YouTube videos, and a few other things. Like with YouTube alone I'm getting an average of $160 a month off of maybe 1,000 videos since I joined in late 2011. (It should be noted that the channel has 13k subs and 4.1 mllion views. But month after month I'm getting between $120-$200). 3D printing might make me a good $20 a month on average. Some months several hundred, and others $0. Laser engraving/cutting and CNC has gotten me an average of $0 a month.
I've tried other things like art and writing books. I didn't get a single cent from that.
Most recently I came across licensing product ideas to companies. Like since my products in 3D printing wasn't taking off, but I'm not spending any ad money. But I have an extremely high review rate, and people keep saying it's useful. I did the math and found I will always be chasing my tail if I was to try to make a living off of 3D printing alone. Where I would need more machines to print larger orders which needs more machines to pay for those machines, and so on. After asking around since I couldn't figure out how some inventors could afford a patent cost which is normally $20k, some groups pointed me to a book called One Simple Idea. The owner made the following channel https://www.youtube.com/c/inventRight
I looked into it and looked into how legit licensing stuff is. I found around somewhere within 85%-95% of what is in the average consumer market is through this. So this in itself has given me a bit of hope.
All my hope in this was lost today after I looked at the numbers I've gotten back. After trying for 2 months and asking about 89 companies. Several liked it for initial review, but ALL have rejected it so far. Like right now there isn't a single company I know of that is reviewing it. And today alone I've gotten about 6 rejection emails.
I've already decided to off myself if my life doesn't get better by 2022. But, days like today makes me want to enact my exit plan today. My exit plan is to use the exit bag method to die.
IDK how much more I can deal with. I think I'm just highly unlucky, and this might be the best it gets for me. I'm sorry for wasting people's time. I just needed to put this out there since maybe someone can point out a better path or whatever.
Before this I gotten a degree in aerospace, and when I graduated the market collapse. I was able to get a manufacturing job, but was fired from it for unknown reasons. I was told I didn't mix well with others, which might of been the case since I was constantly bullied both on the floor and break areas. I picked up another job, and was fired after 1 day because they found out I was in school for another degree. I was laughed out of several interviews even when I gotten all the answers right.
Recently I tried to enact my backup plan which was for me to go into the military. But I found out that I can't join since I'm autistic.
For a number of years I tried things like making a living off of 3D printing, laser engraving/cutting, CNC, coding, making YouTube videos, and a few other things. Like with YouTube alone I'm getting an average of $160 a month off of maybe 1,000 videos since I joined in late 2011. (It should be noted that the channel has 13k subs and 4.1 mllion views. But month after month I'm getting between $120-$200). 3D printing might make me a good $20 a month on average. Some months several hundred, and others $0. Laser engraving/cutting and CNC has gotten me an average of $0 a month.
I've tried other things like art and writing books. I didn't get a single cent from that.
Most recently I came across licensing product ideas to companies. Like since my products in 3D printing wasn't taking off, but I'm not spending any ad money. But I have an extremely high review rate, and people keep saying it's useful. I did the math and found I will always be chasing my tail if I was to try to make a living off of 3D printing alone. Where I would need more machines to print larger orders which needs more machines to pay for those machines, and so on. After asking around since I couldn't figure out how some inventors could afford a patent cost which is normally $20k, some groups pointed me to a book called One Simple Idea. The owner made the following channel https://www.youtube.com/c/inventRight
I looked into it and looked into how legit licensing stuff is. I found around somewhere within 85%-95% of what is in the average consumer market is through this. So this in itself has given me a bit of hope.
All my hope in this was lost today after I looked at the numbers I've gotten back. After trying for 2 months and asking about 89 companies. Several liked it for initial review, but ALL have rejected it so far. Like right now there isn't a single company I know of that is reviewing it. And today alone I've gotten about 6 rejection emails.
I've already decided to off myself if my life doesn't get better by 2022. But, days like today makes me want to enact my exit plan today. My exit plan is to use the exit bag method to die.
IDK how much more I can deal with. I think I'm just highly unlucky, and this might be the best it gets for me. I'm sorry for wasting people's time. I just needed to put this out there since maybe someone can point out a better path or whatever.
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