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Graham

Graham

Student
May 28, 2022
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When I was young, teens, twenties, even thirties, there seemed a lot of time left and things to do

Fuck times gone quick
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
3,333
When I was young, teens, twenties, even thirties, there seemed a lot of time left and things to do

Fuck times gone quick
Yeah decades fly by in a blink of an eye. Almost every older person i've asked this agreed with me.
 
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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
Sometimes I'll go eat in a food court at the mall by myself and say.. "Hey! Where did my fucking life go? Hahahahhahabxxnkm…"
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
I'm in my 20s but I feel what you saying. It's such a sad thing.
 
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Klophy

Lost...
Jun 28, 2022
197
Almost 30 myself. Feels like just yesterday i was 18 and struggling.
 
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Graham

Graham

Student
May 28, 2022
164
I'm in my 20s but I feel what you saying. It's such a sad thing.
Go fucking run with some shit my friend - fucking insane how fast age creeps on you - not having kids makes it worse

I haven't had a bad life, just gone to shit and had underlying mental problems

Go give it everything you got - I did

Was good for until 40s

I always say go try

I chased money for a long time

Better to chase happiness

My happiness comes from helping others

You take some time

You're young

Gx
Yeah decades fly by in a blink of an eye. Almost every older person i've asked this agreed with me.
👍🏻👊🏻 - though looking back at school days it seemed forever

It seems a Universal perception thing

There was some bullshit chart / poster O remember seeing as a primary school kid (uk)

Perception of time as you age

Time crawls - time walks - time flies

It's a fucking crazy subject - and very individual - on average as you get older the principal may work

Guy sleeping on the street - time fucking crawls - guy working on the same street with pressures of bosses time flies

Not as simple as that of course

But hopefully you get what I mean - if your busy getting on with stuff as an adult time goes fast

Fuck

I'm rambling

I'm an old cunt lol
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
Go fucking run with some shit my friend - fucking insane how fast age creeps on you - not having kids makes it worse

I haven't had a bad life, just gone to shit and had underlying mental problems

Go give it everything you got - I did

Was good for until 40s

I always say go try

I chased money for a long time

Better to chase happiness

My happiness comes from helping others

You take some time

You're young

Gx
Thanks for your words and I'm sorry for your problems but it's over for me. I tried my best but there is no hope.
 
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Graham

Graham

Student
May 28, 2022
164
Thanks for your words and I'm sorry for your problems but it's over for me. I tried my best but there is no hope.

Do what you feel if right

But you're very young my friend

I've got 30 years on you

I'd say give it another go

I did

Had some good times

You never know

I'm still trying

Whatever you do

Big love

C
Almost 30 myself. Feels like just yesterday i was 18 and struggling.
Share your thoughts

That's home we come together
Sometimes I'll go eat in a food court at the mall by myself and say.. "Hey! Where did my fucking life go? Hahahahhahabxxnkm…"
Yeah

Mad isn't it
 
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hans0solo

hans0solo

Member
Dec 10, 2021
75
every decade, I waited for change. nothing. 20s, 30s, 40s. with my poor family. never had much. when i was a kid, the most fun I had was asking my mom to buy mad magazine. we rarely went to the movies. In my 50s, I have a job and can buy all basics I need for myself and can eat at a swanky place or taco bell. that's about the most I can do. no friends to speak of. no one to share with. I hope to have a cat someday before I die.
 
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Graham

Graham

Student
May 28, 2022
164
every decade, I waited for change. nothing. 20s, 30s, 40s. with my poor family. never had much. when i was a kid, the most fun I had was asking my mom to buy mad magazine. we rarely went to the movies. In my 50s, I have a job and can buy all basics I need for myself and can eat at a swanky place or taco bell. that's about the most I can do. no friends to speak of. no one to share with. I hope to have a cat someday before I die.

You seem like a nice person

Hope things get better
 
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Bigpink

Warlock
Oct 12, 2020
706
Lived too long. Had some good times here and there. Don't need to be here anymore
 
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hungry_ghost

hungry_ghost

جهاد
Feb 21, 2022
516
Crazy to think how quickly 10 years can fly by, particularly when you've done absolutely nothing within that time span.
 
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jimmy7754

jimmy7754

I just want to be myself again
Dec 15, 2021
508
Time doesn't even exist according to physics outside of our brains..
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,564
As long as I live, time will always pass slowly for me. Time usually passes fast when people are distracted by life but when you live in misery each day feels like an eternity. I still am quite young, but for me 21 years of this life is more than enough. I never should have existed for so long. The thought of suffering for many more decades is horrifying to me.
 
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Graham

Graham

Student
May 28, 2022
164
As long as I live, time will always pass slowly for me. Time usually passes fast when people are distracted by life but when you live in misery each day feels like an eternity. I still am quite young, but for me 21 years of this life is more than enough. I never should have existed for so long. The thought of suffering for many more decades is horrifying to me.

Yeah

I felt the same in my teens and twenties

Do what you have to do

But remember

There's always someone who'll talk if you reach out

On here or in life

Gx
 
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TheDoomedDoomer

TheDoomedDoomer

Eternal sleep awaits me
May 22, 2022
140
I totally agree and I'm still young. Seems like high school was only 2-3 years ago. It's been almost 5 years now.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,446
In my 40s, I can say I wasted so much time from the beginning
 
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nys

nys

mors mihi lucrum
Jun 1, 2022
269
I'm pretty young but I understand the feeling of time going too fast. Recently, my brother was talking about a teacher we both had and I suddenly realized it's been six years since I've been in that teacher's class. It literally felt like two years had passed since then, maybe less. Sometimes I think about memories that happened ten years ago and I can't believe time went by so fast and it's been ten years since then. Then I realize that the next ten years will pass by quickly, just as fast as the past ten.

When I realize that, I want to enjoy my youth, because I realize that soon I'll be too old and bogged down with responsibilities to be like that. I already missed out on my childhood and now I can't go back, and the way time passes so fast makes me feel like before I know it, I'll have missed out on another stage of my life as well. I wish I could just slow down time so I could live each part of life as much as I wanted to and then move on to the next when I was ready.
 
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chocolatebar

chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
974
Sometimes I'll go eat in a food court at the mall by myself and say.. "Hey! Where did my fucking life go? Hahahahhahabxxnkm…"
I think about that all the time... all the time...
Crazy to think how quickly 10 years can fly by, particularly when you've done absolutely nothing within that time span.
That's what happened to me... lived as in a coma and did nothing. Now I can't stand to never be able to be a young person. I can't.
 
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obafgkm

Experienced
Jun 3, 2022
217
The whole body machine becomes slower when one gets older. The senses are slower, so everything feels faster even though they are actually the same speed.

Ten years feels short at 50 because it's only 1/5 of what has been experienced. The same ten year is a big deal for a 10 year old because it feels like doubling everything.

I think age should be reported on a log scale.
 
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Ligottian

Paragon
Dec 19, 2021
966
I'm 62, and time most very definitely seems to flow faster the older I get. I remember when I was in school, when I started back on Monday it seemed to take forever just to get past Wednesday. A year seemed like a small lifetime. Last Christmas, I remember thinking it seemed like summer was just a few months ago. Now another summer is rapidly ebbing away.

I look relatively young for my age, but I can still remember when I imagined people my age as wrinkled grandparents. So many possibilities are now forever closed to me.
 
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