i know and always knew that it was a dark site with dark topics but I'm starting to find it all a bit too depressing
You've got to be kidding me - this place is too depressing?
I figured in a place that's not reddit and it's draconian censorship policies there'd at least be some intelligent conversation, but most is simply a rehash of "i feel bad" made by angsty teenagers and the other half misquoting absurdism, antinatalism, camus, etc. Frankly the sanctionedsuicide on reddit, as far as quality of conversation is concerned is about the same as here, though I do appreciate the fact that suicide can at least be discussed openly here.