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Mayonaise

Mayonaise

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Dec 8, 2023
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the copy of the peaceful pill e-handbook that i found only suggests 50mg of bromazolam as a replacement for diazepam. as far as i can tell, bromazolam isn't even available in pharmacies in my country so that's not really an option
Never read about bromazolam. You could get pretty much any research benzo in the clearnet, but you'd have to test the drug to ensure it's legit. In case you decide to go for it, maybe I can help you

i will continue looking in irl pharmacies for some time and if that doesn't work i will try the dark web. regular web pharmacies are not an option because they all require a prescription and would leave a trail if someone tries to investigate my death
I can give you at least one link to an international pharmacy which doesn't require prescription. It currently stocks Amitriptyline but I never purchased so I can't vouch for them
 
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AuroraB

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Oct 20, 2024
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Oooops: re "We haven't heard from the OP in a while," I was looking at your join date, not your posting dates. I'm sorry you're sorry to still be here. It's so hard to find what we need.
 
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i-d-k

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Nov 23, 2024
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Oooops: re "We haven't heard from the OP in a while," I was looking at your join date, not your posting dates. I'm sorry you're sorry to still be here. It's so hard to find what we need.
no worries, i did the same thing when i first joined the forum :ahhha:
it would be so much easier if i didn't care about disguising my death as "not suicide". i could just take sodium nitrite and be done with it
 
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Sep 25, 2022
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Please do your math before buying. As far as I know, digoxin is only sold in 0.25mg strength and you need 100mg. That's 400 pills, not to mention the other drugs. That's why I suggested looking for pure powdered drugs.

Don't worry about what maniac116 says: the DDMAPh protocol was designed by doctors and underwent several reviews and years of improvement. There have been very rare cases of people regaining consciousness and quite a few cases of people taking many, many hours to die, but it's very, very unlikely that'll happen to you (unless you have gastroparesis maybe). Keep in mind that people going with this protocol are terminally ill and the vast majority are aged 65 and older. Their bodies are frail and don't work as they should, some of them have problems with the absorption of drugs.

I've never read of anybody surviving this drug cocktail. This is not a traditional overdose and the 86% thing mentioned before is just ridiculous in this case.
Do you know how much foxglove someone needs to male up 100mg? I took several flowers and leaves etc some years ago & was pretty unwell and ended up in coronary care (wasnt a serious attempt) I had no issues with vomiting it up tho, the vomiting started hoursssss after ingestion, then it wouldn't stop if I tried to drink something!
I have dried stuff but it's old and I don't trust it, but also can't get any/much live stuff
 
Mayonaise

Mayonaise

Burning up in speed
Dec 8, 2023
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Do you know how much foxglove someone needs to male up 100mg? I took several flowers and leaves etc some years ago & was pretty unwell and ended up in coronary care (wasnt a serious attempt) I had no issues with vomiting it up tho, the vomiting started hoursssss after ingestion, then it wouldn't stop if I tried to drink something!
I have dried stuff but it's old and I don't trust it, but also can't get any/much live stuff
Sorry, no clue. Maybe @maniac116 can chime in. As a rule of thumb though, it's almost impossible to tell how much poison a plant contains.
First, the quantity of poison depends on the part of the plant. Second, each plant specimen is unique - foxglove plant A may contain 1mg of digitalis, foxglove plant B may contain much more or much less than that. Extremely unreliable unless you know what you're doing
 
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Digoxin as I recall takes weeks to start having an effect on the heart muscle at therapeutic dosages, but too much of anything, even oxygen or water can kill you. Sorry but I don't know any more than that. 🤗🌹💔
 
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