orlandom
Mage
- Mar 4, 2021
- 514
May I ask why you're suicidal?I'm in a great relationship, I'm always surrounded by a shitload of friends, I make great money and have savings to do anything I want.
Of course. PTSD, major depressive disorder and dissociative identity disorder.May I ask why you're suicidal?
in that case, i'm wondering; since you make great money - how come you haven't seen a top-grade psychiatrist/therapist yet? you should be able to afford one if you were making lots of money...Of course. PTSD, major depressive disorder and dissociative identity disorder.
Basically my subconscious controls my conscious mind and no matter how good of a life I consciously know I have (depending on what personality is taking the wheel that day) my subconscious mind tells me life sucks and everything sucks. It calls the shots and I have zero control over it. Major chemical imbalances.
I see...Of course. PTSD, major depressive disorder and dissociative identity disorder.
Basically my subconscious controls my conscious mind and no matter how good of a life I consciously know I have (depending on what personality is taking the wheel that day) my subconscious mind tells me life sucks and everything sucks. It calls the shots and I have zero control over it. Major chemical imbalances.
Already have, twice. Yet here I am.in that case, i'm wondering; since you make great money - how come you haven't seen a top-grade psychiatrist/therapist yet? you should be able to afford one if you were making lots of money...
if what broke your heart was a break up, making new connections/ falling in love with another woman may probably accelerate the healing process. I've been there, broken because of a break up thinking I'll never find someone who is as amazing and magical as this person and then I fall in love again, and it helps me heal from the past break up and feel amazing again. As sad as it sounds love is just a chemical reaction in the brain so it hurts and causes withdrawal when it's no longer there. Withdrawal from a romantic relationship can be really painful. I obviously can't know how hard it is because every one has different situations but I think that if your issue is a break up, you can heal. Feel what you have to feel now and then looking to make other connections may accelerate the process. Just my two cents.I forget her. I forget the best part of life. The brain is slowly rewriting it. 0.2% every day. But it erases.
2 people in a romantic relationship can do horrifying things to each other...If you want to ctb due to an ex-partner. I am pretty sure time will heal...