
Lily (Osako)
Everything all at once
- Jul 30, 2022
- 381
It seems as though time no longer really matters when it comes to the day I'll ctb.
I have, as one person put it today, the practical issues to attend to, but in all actuality, it doesn't matter.
I'm sitting in my tub thinking about how if I could get really high on something and fall asleep and drown, it would be great.
I'm not worried about timing anymore.
Yes, there are the practical things I'd prefer to have done beforehand, mainly to make it easier on my son, but if I don't get to them and were to accidentally die, it would be okay.
This feels very liberating.
I have, as one person put it today, the practical issues to attend to, but in all actuality, it doesn't matter.
I'm sitting in my tub thinking about how if I could get really high on something and fall asleep and drown, it would be great.
I'm not worried about timing anymore.
Yes, there are the practical things I'd prefer to have done beforehand, mainly to make it easier on my son, but if I don't get to them and were to accidentally die, it would be okay.
This feels very liberating.