Venting Thoughts

[lv-nii]

I never really got to have a long term therapist (at least 1-2 months for the money).

I only got to open up with 1.
But I felt guilty to say what I felt, I have very low self esteem, I get very nervous when I have to interact with people, I'm not used to leaving my house for other purposes than to attend my job. In fact it's ironic that my first job was "customer service" bar tender, it's something I like, but I wouldn't dedicate myself to it because I'm very socially awkward.

what I want to go to. I talked about many of these experiences with that therapist, but he only said
-How does that make you feel?
I know it's veeery common, but, something in him would say it just to get out of the subject, you could see in his face his disinterest in what I was telling him, he just wanted the session to end so he could just pay him and leave (in fact there was one time, where he took me out without even letting me finish talking). It's something that to this day I can't get out of my head, how inhumane do you have to be to do that to your patients? It's a good thing I stopped going to that office.

translated, i speak spanish

 

[Namelesa]

Yea some therapists are very rubbish at their job. It can be really really hard to actually find a good one. If you try therapy again I hope you able to find a better one. Know that you don't have to feel guilty about expressing your feelings with them as thats their duty to listen to whatever you have to say, that therapist is the one that should be feeling guilty about not actually doing the right thing for you.

 

[bankai]

Damn, that's brutal. How the hell do you get into such a profession when you are like this? Therapists need empathy, otherwise just don't bother being one