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Elijahh

Elijahh

Hmmm
Mar 24, 2024
18
I've been wondering if it's a thing this "seasonal depression".
I have had suicidal thoughts a lot and even since a was little. I have some periods where everything is going okay, and some were I just feel awful and want to ctb. When it's sunny days and summer vibes I noticed even though my suicidal thoughts were still here, mentally I was "normal" and am able to communicate with people and do my everyday life without seeming depressed and all.
Compared to some people here, it seems like I'm faking depression...
 
Ash

Ash

What dreams may come?
Oct 4, 2021
1,736
Nobody here can give you a proper diagnosis. It's worth keeping a diary or mood journal to look for patterns but you really need to speak to a psychiatrist (I believe) for a formal diagnosis and appropriate recovery plan.

ETA

1. You're not a fake

2. Seasonal affective disorder is totally real and makes people's lives a misery

3. Go and speak to your local doctor
 
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