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Nightfoot

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Aug 7, 2025
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Do you think your self harm experience has made it easier for you to attempt CTB?
 
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Dumbass

Dumbass

silly
Jun 4, 2019
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Not really, no. The only exception for this is my attempts that include self harm since it's slightly less dreadful than attempts where I do something I'm completely unfamiliar with, but methods that include cutting are pretty unreliable anyways.
 
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Life

Life

Now I need a place to hide away
Oct 30, 2023
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No it comes from a different place than being self hating.
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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no, my self-hatred is very strong and my arms look awful, but I am trapped in my fortress of solitude, not able to commit
 
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Nightfoot

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Aug 7, 2025
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I've read a couple of theories on suicide that posited that engaging in non suicidal self injury can habituate someone to fear and pain, increasing their capacity to inflict lethal injury on themselves. It sounds like that isn't always the case. I'm sorry you all are suffering and I hope we all find peace.
 
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slitwristsbleedcold

slitwristsbleedcold

nothing tastes as good as skinny feels - 13,8 bmi
Oct 15, 2024
55
no, not really, I'm still death scared of it
 
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Re62

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Mar 23, 2024
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No, it has become a coping mechanism of sorts now, hiding the cut marks on my hands is increasingly becoming more and more annoying. I cut myself whenever I just can't handle life.
 
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autumn68

autumn68

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Apr 4, 2025
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it mostly just calms me down when i'm spiraling. it might help if i could slit my wrists or something but that's not a particularly viable method so no, not really.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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No. While both come from the idea of relief from suffering, killing myself is a huge leap from a few cuts.
 
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