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darksoul999

darksoul999

A Free Spirit Trapped In a Cruel World
Aug 23, 2026
103
I just wanted to make a post about a youtuber named Joe Wanko.

I believe he was once a member on this forum.

He made video tributes about others who took their own lives.

Visiting their grave sites and even made pictures of the people and left them around in parks.

I personally watched him drink the SN and pass within the span of about 30 mins.

He videoed it and posted it online.

Just search his name.

What is crazy is he has been on Youtube for years, basically saying he is going to die by suicide but nobody listened.

Just wanted to make a post remembering him as i enjoyed his videos.


Here is his channel if you want to check it out....

His last video:

His channel: https://www.youtube.com/@winko567
Fly high joe wanko :heart:
 
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Gild-Holm-’Ur

Gild-Holm-’Ur

Ghost of relationships past
Jun 28, 2026
156
The thing that haunts me is the idea that I die, and nobody notices, nobody cares.

I like that he remembered people that died.
 
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darksoul999

darksoul999

A Free Spirit Trapped In a Cruel World
Aug 23, 2026
103
The thing that haunts me is the idea that I die, and nobody notices, nobody cares.

I like that he remembered people that died.
Yea. The people in the video i believe were victims of a mass shooting in FL that happened in 2018.

He also has videos about suicide victims.

its sad.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
4,333
🕊️ rest in peace
 
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Henry Avery's

Member
Feb 28, 2026
6
I've watched his suicide stream a few times for desensitization purposes, he seemed a very kind soul, he had a very tragic life story
 
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UnPlugMe69

UnPlugMe69

I wish to omit the emergent property of existence.
Jan 28, 2026
11
I think i saw a video of it on ss, i reconsidered the sn method after watching him take that.
 
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hevnsfall

hevnsfall

Cat mom
Jul 18, 2026
119
I saw the video of his passing yet i did not know his life story. I had no idea about his career. I was oblivious and did not wonder why everyone knew his full name. Thank you for opening my eyes and turning me into a follower and a fan.

Fly high, beautiful angel 🕊️
 
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darksoul999

darksoul999

A Free Spirit Trapped In a Cruel World
Aug 23, 2026
103
Yea i seen the video of his drinking the SN & seen somebody post his youtube channel.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,405
I just wanted to make a post about a youtuber named Joe Wanko.

I believe he was once a member on this forum.

He made video tributes about others who took their own lives.

Visiting their grave sites and even made pictures of the people and left them around in parks.

I personally watched him drink the SN and pass within the span of about 30 mins.

He videoed it and posted it online.

Just search his name.

What is crazy is he has been on Youtube for years, basically saying he is going to die by suicide but nobody listened.

Just wanted to make a post remembering him as i enjoyed his videos.


Here is his channel if you want to check it out....

His last video:

His channel: https://www.youtube.com/@winko567
Fly high joe wanko :heart:

I remember him and how sad he was because he searched for true love his entire life, but he never found it. He was a good person who often left flowers on many gravestones. I sure hope he is in a better place now.
 
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Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
900
Fly high, Joe Winko <3
I also watched the video of his suicide, and I'm sorry life was unfair to him. He was a good man
 
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Musiclover338

Musiclover338

Member
Sep 25, 2024
93
I think i saw a video of it on ss, i reconsidered the sn method after watching him take that.
same here didnt look very peaceful at all...... thinking about jusst using a shotgun now.
 
darksoul999

darksoul999

A Free Spirit Trapped In a Cruel World
Aug 23, 2026
103
same here didnt look very peaceful at all...... thinking about jusst using a shotgun now.
I am prob going to use a ton of fent. I know its not a method that is 100% but worse case i just wake back up.
 
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Musiclover338

Member
Sep 25, 2024
93
I am prob going to use a ton of fent. I know its not a method that is 100% but worse case i just wake back up.
yea thats what you think but life likes to play cruel jokes, i tried to overdose and woke up with brain damage, permanent headaches and heightened anxiety that never went away since 2022.

it could always be worse than you imagine, could wake up unable to even move due to hypoxia or lack of oxygen to the brain or even worst
 
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darksoul999

A Free Spirit Trapped In a Cruel World
Aug 23, 2026
103
yea thats what you think but life likes to play cruel jokes, i tried to overdose and woke up with brain damage, permanent headaches and heightened anxiety that never went away since 2022.

it could always be worse than you imagine, could wake up unable to even move due to hypoxia or lack of oxygen to the brain or even worst
well fentanyl is one of the strongest drugs to OD on.

I have 0 tolerance.

Not sure what you had but people die from such a small amount of fent.

only option i have, SN seems too painful.
 
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Musiclover338

Musiclover338

Member
Sep 25, 2024
93
well fentanyl is one of the strongest drugs to OD on.

I have 0 tolerance.

Not sure what you had but people die from such a small amount of fent.

only option i have, SN seems too painful.
tons of overdose survivors from fent, i tried to overdose on benzos and alcohol not my smartest move
 
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