This really is it

[XXXTENTACION]

I know I posted last week about CTB and it being imminent but I made some mistakes and it has been delayed.
After some fine tweaks I have it all ready for tomorrow (Saturday) and am looking forward to the sweet relief of the daily stress and impending doom....it now feels like I'm in the final seconds...the final moments...it's time

 

[bankai]

Wish you peace, brother. I'll see you on the other side. May I ask what is the method that you are choosing?

 

[XXXTENTACION]

The exit bag method using Argon gas

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[XXXTENTACION]

I want to do something wild for my final night but don't know what. Any ideas? I'm in the UK amd money isn't a problem

 

[bankai]

It's sad dude, you made a pretty good life for yourself but still feel the need to take the bus. I can understand your situation very well. I'm in the same boat. Wish you peace. It's a peaceful method. I hope it goes well for you.

 

[XXXTENTACION]

It's sad dude, you made a pretty good life for yourself but still feel the need to take the bus. I can understand your situation very well. I'm in the same boat. Wish you peace. It's a peaceful method. I hope it goes well for you.

I know, it's mad right. I've got a well paid job, had a previous marriage of 9 years, multiple holidays, cars, motorbikes, own a house.....but i just dont feel I will ever be happy
I feel like I've completed life, there's nothing left I need to do, nothing on my "bucket list" so to speak, im done
I feel like I've completed life, there's nothing left I need to do, nothing on my "bucket list" so to speak, im done

 

[bankai]

I know, it's mad right. I've got a well paid job, had a previous marriage of 9 years, multiple holidays, cars, motorbikes, own a house.....but i just dont feel I will ever be happy

I have multiple homes,all inherited,I didn't earn them.but still same boat and misery.

I hope I just pass on instead of actually having to ctb but that's not going to happen for a long time.'Cause I've been blessed with great health too,bwahaha!

I want to do something wild for my final night but don't know what. Any ideas? I'm in the UK amd money isn't a problem

Do whatever makes you happy man. Don't do what I did and buy multiple cakes just 'cause it's your birthday and regret it.

Enjoy some hookers and cocaine in moderation.if that's possible.Just don't enjoy yourself so much that you change your mind

But of course that's OK too.

 

[XXXTENTACION]

Money is a gift and a curse. I've never done coke but I absolutely abuse pharma stuff....xanax, benzos etc.
So CTB is never a choice for you?

 

[bankai]

Money is a gift and a curse. I've never done coke but I absolutely abuse pharma stuff....xanax, benzos etc.
So CTB is never a choice for you?

It will be 1 day but not yet 'cause my survival instinct is so high. I tried partial hanging once and I felt like my head was going to just pop off. I was pretty drunk too, I'm pretty sure if I'd just stayed there I would have eventually blacked out, plopped downward into the noose and ended up dying. But I got out of there quick. I was filled with terror. Your method is excellent though.Far more peaceful.

 

[XXXTENTACION]

I appreciate you sharing brother.
I tried the exit bag 3 years ago but got interrupted and have a lot of negative things associated with it. I've looked at all the things that fucked it up last time so this time it should be flawless....I hope

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[ChrisFromEarth]

do some trippin

 

[XXXTENTACION]

Please wish me luck this time my brothers and sisters x

 

[bankai]

The absolute best of luck to you friend!!May the peace you so desire finally be at hand.

 

[Traveller12724]

Yeah I wish you the best of luck my brother, may you find the peace you are looking for, I won't be far behind, so see you on the other side!!!

 

[spero_meliora]

I hope you find the peace you seek.

 

[lonergirl_26]

I hope you find peace.