Some place nice
This world makes me sick
- Oct 18, 2023
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I am so done. Ik I might sound like a child in this vent but idc anymore. I changed my whole personality for my family when I was 16, did they say anything? Good job?, proud of you?, or even you've changed? No. Why would they. They are the ones who broke me in the first place. I changed for the better, helped myself out of the darkness I loved so much. I started to be nicer to people and all I ever asked was for someone to call my own. But the world loves to fuck with me. It gave me 2 gf one cheated on me while I was in a mental hospital bc of her and the other asked me out the day before spring break, never gave me her number and broke up with me when we came back. I have had 2 bf also. One, when he hurt me by accident he tired to kill himself bc of it. The other is got scared bc he was FUCKING NICE TO ME. On dating apps I get a match like once a year. Ig I'm just revolving. All I ever asked was for one thing and the world fucks me with it. I will be glad to leave this world. Its makes me fucking sick.