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fallingleaves

fallingleaves

Soy un perdedor! I'm a loser, baby.
Nov 21, 2024
226
If it is, I hope that more of you make it out of despair than succumb to it.

Thank you.
 
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resurgence

resurgence

(┬┬﹏┬┬)
Jan 17, 2025
66
if it isnt, i hope you can get away from the people making you feel like you are never good enough
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,522
Godspeed, whatever happens.
 
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fallingleaves

fallingleaves

Soy un perdedor! I'm a loser, baby.
Nov 21, 2024
226
I don't know how to get away when those people are all I have and everyone makes me feel not good enough
And I am the monster
I'm just not good enough.
 
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webb&flow

webb&flow

dum spiro spero—take it as it comes
Nov 30, 2024
467
We promise you that you aren't the monster, you just have other people who make you feel inadequate :)

our worth is not determined by others; I do indeed promise you this, above all.

I just want to let you know, that in the little I have heard of you--you seem like a truly fine person indeed--and I hope whatever struggle you are enduring is able to be overcome, that you are able to have a nice life, and cure whatever is currently afflicting you. Best of luck :heart:

You are not obligated towards anything. You can change your decision on whether to live or die at any moment; both are valid options given validity by the power of your will and your will alone. You do not have to settle for what you do not want. If you want to die, nobody can stop you. If you want to live, nobody can stop you, either.

I encourage you to sit with your emotions and contemplate what you truly feel, to search yourself for the words of what you are experiencing right now. I hope you are able to find at least some ease and harmony in this meditation, at the very least.

I also encourage you to put a delay of 1 week or so between any suicidal decisions and their completion--to ensure the lack of impulse and to ensure you are truly at peace with whatever decisions you make.

Know that whatever happens; we are with you. And most always willing to hear you out, and glad to hear from you, too.

We are all glad to know you. Please take care.

--Hunter
 
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bigbang33

Whats comin will come an well meet it when it does
May 28, 2024
85
If this is goodbye, I hope whatever is on the other side treats you kinder ❤️

If it isn't, maybe you decide to stay with us for a while longer :)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,012
I wish you the best.
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

I need a moment right now
Jan 6, 2025
649
Talk to you soon, angel. You were definitely an angel than a pieces of leaves who deserved better <3
Sorry for getting late... I wish our bodies didn't hate us to have reached you faster :((
 
billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
623
i hope you find peace
 
human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
591
I hope you have found the peace that you've been searching for.
 
floop

floop

sadboi
Jan 29, 2025
81
whatever may be next for you, i wish you nothing but peace <3
 
FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,632
Thank you for the well wishes, may you also find peace and the way out of despair. Please know that you are not a monster. Sending you love, wherever you find yourself.
 

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