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lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Specialist
Jan 11, 2026
338
So sorry.
Life sucks more and more each time I read such posts.
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

forever in love at seaside 💜
Jul 19, 2026
87
I should do it tomorrow, at this point I can't do it today
God I miss him so bad why did he leave me
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

forever in love at seaside 💜
Jul 19, 2026
87
So sorry, hope you don't mind me asking but did he also end it himself
He didn't, he left me over a thing that I've recently found out wasn't even true, after telling me we'd be together forever, I just really want to end it, I can't be with someone who isn't him and I can't even contact him to let him know it wasn't true, I lost my one only person and have no one to talk to anymore, it feels pathetic
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
1,654
He didn't, he left me over a thing that I've recently found out wasn't even true, after telling me we'd be together forever, I just really want to end it, I can't be with someone who isn't him and I can't even contact him to let him know it wasn't true, I lost my one only person and have no one to talk to anymore, it feels pathetic
There is no one only person, especially not at 21. The world is full of people for you to meet. You're barely out of your teens, you have a lifetime of love still ahead of you. The universe said no, it's given you one sign after the other. Today is not your day to CTB.
 

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