This lady was serious - set herself on fire at a petrol station

[suicidal-raven]

I'm so sorry that you feel this way, i can see where this feeling came from, it's hard to love yourself when you're not loved or treated well, did you go to therapy before?
and..i think for this reason you deserve to go in the most peaceful way, you already had enough through your life that you're here now.
just please try to be softer on yourself, yourself always deserved to be treated gently, so when it's time, please give it the chance to rest in peace.

*Sorry if my english is bad, not my native language*

I'm currently doing therapy but I just feel like it's not doing much. I have to do DBT because that's the type of therapy that will help me but like, it just feels like too much for me.
And don't worry about your English! It's not bad at all! Sometimes I can't even English properly and it's my native language haha

 

[All washed up]

Generally worthless pawns burnthemselves for filthy ideologies, suprising for random person to go that way.

I just read 156 Tibetans have done this in the last 11 years.
Backs up your statement

 

[woxihuanni]

I just read 156 Tibetans have done this in the last 11 years.
Backs up your statement

Not surprisingly, their stance is that peaceful self exit is an unforgivable crime that you will pay for in the 'next lives', but sacrifing yourself to the ideology in the most inhuman way possible is a good thing. Typic cult delusion and hypocrisy

 

[All washed up]

Not surprisingly, their stance is that peaceful self exit is an unforgivable crime that you will pay for in the 'next lives', but sacrifing yourself to the ideology in the most inhuman way possible is a good thing. Typic cult delusion and hypocrisy

And the filthy ideology they are protesting couldn't care less whatever they do.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Why do you say that? I've had this idea for years. It's a legit thing for me.

You might be telling the truth but you made your account one day before making that obscene post so I´m sceptic and in my experience people who make obscene posts like that on this forum or other just after joining are usually trolling. You might not be and if not I´d still refrain you from using that method, one thing is to be a masochist in which you enjoy pain but to what extend? There are other less painful methods that are still painful if you truly want to go that way but self immolation would just be too painful for you to enjoy I´m sure and you mentioned you deserved it and I doubt that but then again I hate torture so I don´t want any human or any other animals to suffer more than need be and since you´re here in case you´re not a troll you have been suffering for some time maybe a very long time so a peaceful way out seems more appropriate since you had paid your fair share of pain and suffering as has the rest of us.

 

[suicidal-raven]

You might be telling the truth but you made your account one day before making that obscene post so I´m sceptic and in my experience people who make obscene posts like that on this forum or other just after joining are usually trolling. You might not be and if not I´d still refrain you from using that method, one thing is to be a masochist in which you enjoy pain but to what extend? There are other less painful methods that are still painful if you truly want to go that way but self immolation would just be too painful for you to enjoy I´m sure and you mentioned you deserved it and I doubt that but then again I hate torture so I don´t want any human or any other animals to suffer more than need be and since you´re here in case you´re not a troll you have been suffering for some time maybe a very long time so a peaceful way out seems more appropriate since you had paid your fair share of pain and suffering as has the rest of us.

I posted why I want to go this way before. I don't know if you saw it. But I know I just joined but I am being very serious about this.

 

[AprilsBlessings]

I'm currently doing therapy but I just feel like it's not doing much. I have to do DBT because that's the type of therapy that will help me but like, it just feels like too much for me.
And don't worry about your English! It's not bad at all! Sometimes I can't even English properly and it's my native language haha

I feel you, i know therapy would help me a lot but i don't feel like it, specially at this time where i already decided to ctb.
do you do self-harm? like cut yourself and stuff?

 

[Jean Améry]

I'm currently doing therapy but I just feel like it's not doing much.

I think you should give it time. In conjunction you could talk about anything that's bothering you here: it's anonymous (thus safe if you don't break anonymity) and I bet you'll find people here who are going through very similar things.

I would guess (like @woxihuanni wrote) you've probably internalized abuse perpetrated against you and thus you feel like you have to suffer. You don't and I bet it's simply not your fault.

 

[suicidal-raven]

I feel you, i know therapy would help me a lot but i don't feel like it, specially at this time where i already decided to ctb.
do you do self-harm? like cut yourself and stuff?

I do, I'm a month clean but that's probably not going to last.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

I don't know how people do this. I saw a video of a man tossing fuel all over car and in it. He got I. Shut the door and lit a match. One of my past lives I was burned to death. Not going out that way again.

 

[Deleted member 94]

Under Hinduism if I remember correctly only certain ways of suicide are allowed. Starvation, Drowning and self immolation.

I forget all the others, there was a list non were painless except maybe drowning so I'm told.

 

[AprilsBlessings]

I do, I'm a month clean but that's probably not going to last.

I hope you manage to stay clean! and i hope that you treat yourself gently until it's time to go in peace

 

[BridgeJumper]

So when somebody shares their feelings theyre a troll? I also want to suffer as much as I can when I die, I could get sn but I refuse to because I want to feel my bones break when I jump, am I a troll too?
Setting yourself on fire is fucking intense tho. I dont think there exists a more painful way to go, she was either really desperate, really masochistic or had a psychotic breakdown :o

 

[sourpink]

i too understand the appeal with this method in all honesty. if not for the risk of harming anyone who might happen to be within a proximity of danger to them i might actually go out this way. but, with my luck there would be some ass with a fire extinguisher to "save" me.
im not 'trolling' either. some of us really do just fucking hate ourselves this much.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

Minutes that will probably feel like an eternity.

Quite possibly, but l reckon the shock of those first couple of minutes would be enough to render the person unconscious, Death would quickly follow! Still a horrifying sight and smell for any witnesses!