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greyhound

greyhound

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Oct 8, 2020
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The simple answer is make sure you won't be found for 18-24 hrs after you drink it.

This line cracked me up a bit.
"He had a respiratory arrest at scene and was intubated and transferred to hospital without the need of any sedation or muscle relaxant."
Oh really, no need to sedate the guy who just drank two bottles of horse tranquilizer.
 
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The simple answer is make sure you won't be found for 18-24 hrs after you drink it.

This line cracked me up a bit.
"He had a respiratory arrest at scene and was intubated and transferred to hospital without the need of any sedation or muscle relaxant."
Oh really, no need to sedate the guy who just drank two bottles of horse tranquilizer.
Yeah that bits a joke, but I guess they have to make a full report on it,
So your saying from what you know, if you ain't found for 24 hours even if they do find you it'll be to late, iv heard it can take 48 hours
 
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The simple answer is make sure you won't be found for 18-24 hrs after you drink it.

This line cracked me up a bit.
"He had a respiratory arrest at scene and was intubated and transferred to hospital without the need of any sedation or muscle relaxant."
Oh really, no need to sedate the guy who just drank two bottles of horse tranquilizer.
These nasty idiots that try to save people who wish to just find peace
 
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greyhound

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Yeah that bits a joke, but I guess they have to make a full report on it,
So your saying from what you know, if you ain't found for 24 hours even if they do find you it'll be to late, iv heard it can take 48 hours

I mean at Dignitas less than 1% of people took 24 hrs to die. Median time was 25 mins. We don't have any stats on people here though. Dignitas patients hearts are probably old and weak. I've seen two N goodbye threads here and both were women in 20s. Two bottles seemed to work for them but unclear how long it took.

I think my plan is check in at hotel mid afternoon, drink it then. Cleaning staff will come at 11 or 12 so that leaves 20 hrs or so.

I mean if you're really paranoid could put a bag over your head after you drink it to further restrict the oxygen. Might lessen the peacfulness though.
 
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I mean at Dignitas less than 1% of people took 24 hrs to die. Median time was 25 mins. We don't have any stats on people here though. Dignitas patients hearts are probably old and weak. I've seen two N goodbye threads here and both were women in 20s. Two bottles seemed to work for them but unclear how long it took.

I think my plan is check in at hotel mid afternoon, drink it then. Cleaning staff will come at 11 or 12 so that leaves 20 hrs or so.

I mean if you're really paranoid could put a bag over your head after you drink it to further restrict the oxygen. Might lessen the peacfulness though.
Yeah can't use dignitis as a example, they use 15g and like you said those people are close to death, I heard taking 2gram xanax with it will speed it up, I'll be taking some whisky with it as that speeds it up as well, what's your thoughts on taking xanax with it?
 
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Yeah can't use dignitis as a example, they use 15g and like you said those people are close to death, I heard taking 2gram xanax with it will speed it up, I'll be taking some whisky with it as that speeds it up as well, what's your thoughts on taking xanax with it?

I have a bunch of xanax too but unfortunately after using it occasionally for 3 months it started making me really nauseous so can't do it anymore.
I think it would definitely work to speed things up. I took opiates 1 day after benzos and I was completely out of it. These depressants are totally synergistic. I'm still considering opiates. Problem is they make me feel too good and I think would increase SI.
 
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I have a bunch of xanax too but unfortunately after using it occasionally for 3 months it started making me really nauseous so can't do it anymore.
I think it would definitely work to speed things up. I took opiates 1 day after benzos and I was completely out of it. These depressants are totally synergistic. I'm still considering opiates. Problem is they make me feel too good and I think would increase SI.
Just ordered xanax, I'll take 2gram with the N, there's also ativan which is lorazipam, is a sleeping pill that shouldn't be mixed with barbiturates coz it lowers CNS, I got the antiemtics, the same as they use in dignitis, there prescribed from a doctor so I know there legit, I dunno about this but I'm thinking to order the lorazipam, take one half hour before the N and xanax, I'll be able to keep my self awake passed the lorazipam, that way soon as I drink the N and a shot of whisky I'll fall asleep straight away,

Only issue is I have zero medical knwolage and while it sounds logical that it would work, that might not be the case in practice, either way that combo speeds up the process by a lot, but again, that's on paper,

I'll get 24 hours alone that ain't a issue, issue was reading that C**t that survived it.
That's a massive problem me.
 
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I mean not sure why you'd take lorazepam along with xanax. They are both very similar. I think xanax has a much shorter half life than most benzos. 2 grams of xanax is a huge dose. Just make sure you don't take the benzos too early or you'll pass out before drinking the N.

Yeah I wonder if I should combine. I have meto as well. It seems like 2 bottles of N should work though so I don't want to complicate things. I think the main risk for me is vomiting up the N and adding benzos or opiates would increase the chance of that happening.
 
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Jun 26, 2021
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I also have methadone, I took 40mg I think it was 40 anyway as a test and I found I had to make myself breath, I just ordered the xanax half hour ago, I don't know to much about it be honest, I ain't ever taken xanax, just heard that it would speed up the N, I was thinking of taking it with the N, the lorazipam is a sleeping pill, so was thinking of taking it before the N and xanax, and after it kicks in and I wanna sleep down the N and xanax, then I could fall asleep straight after coz the lorazipams kicked in.

So basicly I'd be asleep before the N put me to sleep, is this not a good idea, just need to be as sure as possible I'll be gone in the 24 hours, but like you said you gotta take into account vomiting, but I'm sure the meto would do its job, and by the time I take the N and xanax the lorazipam would of already been dissolved, no?
 
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Lorazepam is almost the same as xanax (alprazolam). The effects of benzos are really indistinguishable, apart from how long they last. Lorazepam just lasts longer than xanax so would keep you asleep all night if you take enough. Xanax will still put you to sleep if you take maybe 5 mg.

I would only really take benzos early if you want to prevent anxiety about impending CTB. I was planning on doing this but can't since they now make me nauseous. Otherwise I'd just down the benzos / methadone with the N. Would just be insurance to depress breathing even further. However they'd probably take 45 mins to kick in so you'd likely already be dead. But they'd ensure you wouldn't keep living past 2-3 hrs.
 
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Hear 1 story like this and the world goes crazy.
The fact n is intended, purposely listed as pretty much the main method to die lol

Anyone who questions n like this prolly doesn't wanna die. Literally baffles me
 
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My reason for taking them before the N was to prevent it being mixed in my stomach and prevent vomiting, but I guess you also have the bonus of it chilling you out, I never new larazepam lasts longer, my vendor also sells that with good reviews so I'll order that, I still have time to cancel the xanax,

OK so it seems lorazepam mixed with the N is a good idea, I'll shot a whisky after to increase it all, your info has been helpful, seriously thank you for your input on my post, I'll come back and re re read what you have wrote,

I do have one more.question please,
So N puts you to sleep,
Pass's you through the 4 stages of sleep,
Then puts you unconscious, and then passed that into a GABA induced coma so iv read,
Do you know if you breathing stops while unconscious will your body wake itself up? I'm guessing in a coma it don't, correct me if I'm wrong, but say the N puts you unconscious and due to the added pills I'm taking my breathing stops before the N has put me into a coma, will I awake from that?
Hear 1 story like this and the world goes crazy.
The fact n is intended, purposely listed as pretty much the main method to die lol

Anyone who questions n like this prolly doesn't wanna die. Literally baffles me
A guy survived the 200ml, plus we discussing ways to speed up the process, as some people only have a 24 hour window, and it has been known to take 48 hours,
But thank you for your input, as pointless as it was
 
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Good luck sounds like you've got all the bases covered.

I really don't know what will happen to consciousness after passing out from N. It will pretty much shut down your brain completely and this is why your breathing stops. But I personally believe consciousness isn't dependent on the brain, so who knows what we'll experience at this point, if anything.
 
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When I said consciousness I ment being aware, in the means of, if your breathing stops due to the xanaxs and N has only taking you half way by that time, not into a coma, would you wake up?

And yes I agree, consciousness is something different,

Check.out a documentary called Athene's theory of everything, trust me, you will not be disappointed.
 
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I have a technical question.
If you book 2 nights in an hotel and put the indication that you don't want to be disturbed on the door. Do they still enter the room before the end of the 2 nights?
 
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I have a technical question.
If you book 2 nights in an hotel and put the indication that you don't want to be disturbed on the door. Do they still enter the room before the end of the 2 nights?
I wouldn't know, but is not a option for me as saying I'm booking a hotel for two nights will clearly indicate to loved ones I will not be coming back, I have thought of this or a air bnb which is better, its just doing it with out raising any concern,
Hope that answers you technical question, I also have a technical question,
Given this forum, it never questioned your mind this is a very popular option, and given that fact, it didn't cross your mind that there might be a chance, iv heard of this idea?
 
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I have a technical question.
If you book 2 nights in an hotel and put the indication that you don't want to be disturbed on the door. Do they still enter the room before the end of the 2 nights?
If you put a do not disturb hanger on the door (most hotels have these) the cleaners shouldn't enter your room in the morning or room service things.

You may want to look up the policy for your country though as I know the USA shortened the legal requirement to check on people from 72h because of the shootings in 2017 I believe. Some other countries probably followed suit but I'm not so sure.
 
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Experienced
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If you read the article, you'll see they found signs of aspiration upon admission which means the guy vomited some of the N. Make sure you have a good antiemetic to prevent that.
Taking some Xanax with N might not be a bad idea but 2g is a huge dose and, in my opinion, will only increase the chances of vomiting. Xanax alone won't stop your breathing so don't worry you'll be half way down the road and wake up afterwards. N is way faster than Xanax so it will kick in first, not even sure if there will be enough time for the xanax full effect.
If you have the right antiemetic, a bit of time, N will work. Don't overcomplicate things; usually that's when the messy things happens. Keep it simple.
Good luck!
 
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If you read the article, you'll see they found signs of aspiration upon admission which means the guy vomited some of the N. Make sure you have a good antiemetic to prevent that.
Taking some Xanax with N might not be a bad idea but 2g is a huge dose and, in my opinion, will only increase the chances of vomiting. Xanax alone won't stop your breathing so don't worry you'll be half way down the road and wake up afterwards. N is way faster than Xanax so it will kick in first, not even sure if there will be enough time for the xanax full effect.
If you have the right antiemetic, a bit of time, N will work. Don't overcomplicate things; usually that's when the messy things happens. Keep it simple.
Good luck!
What do you think of taking a lorazepam a few hours before taking N?, reason taking it before as you mentioned not to vomit, I decided lorazepam as it has a longer half life, iv got meto as the AE so should be good, I also agree less is more with N, hence why im seeking info and hoping to find a way I can add something small to it that would hopefully speed up the time, as time is the issue for me,
I didn't know the guy vomited so that has out my mind at ease to tell you the truth,
Thanks for your advice,
 
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Aspiration doesn't exactly mean he vomited. It could have been just normal airway secretions he aspirated due to not having any reflexes from being in a coma.
 
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Aspiration doesn't exactly mean he vomited. It could have been just normal airway secretions he aspirated due to not having any reflexes from being in a coma.
So my anxiety go back up, I'll just hope they ment he vomited.
 
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So my anxiety go back up, I'll just hope they ment he vomited.
If you want something to calm you down. Think about the dignitas stats and the fact they don't even include adding alcohol to the mix. A mg or two of xananx will do for anxiety depending on how sensitive you are.

Mixing multiple gabaergic drugs will definitely speed up the process but just make sure you give yourself at least 24h. It's likely with alcohol you'll have respiratory failure by 12h but no one can ever give you an exact figure.

Also knowing you have the gold standard to ctb should be of some comfort.
 
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If you want something to calm you down. Think about the dignitas stats and the fact they don't even include adding alcohol to the mix. A mg or two of xananx will do for anxiety depending on how sensitive you are.

Mixing multiple gabaergic drugs will definitely speed up the process but just make sure you give yourself at least 24h. It's likely with alcohol you'll have respiratory failure by 12h but no one can ever give you an exact figure.

Also knowing you have the gold standard to ctb should be of some comfort.
Yeah I hear that, dignitis use's 15 gram in 50ml of water, what I have is 12.8 gram in 200ml, hence my reason for finding ways to speed it up, if I had the 15gram it wouldn't be a concern, but like you said I got the most reliable thing, so there's comfort in that, just it ain't the 15grams, either way there will always be concerns regardless right, so just gotta go with it and hope it works, thanks for advice, you have helped a great deal just by messaging
"The patient recovered without any neurological sequelae."
But the respiratory arrest was hell. IMHO.
He would of been in a coma by then, so wouldnt of known nothing, that's the point of taking N, the gaba induced coma, if you watch the videos of people dying from N, it seems, on the outside looking in, zero struggle
 
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Yeah I hear that, dignitis use's 15 gram in 50ml of water, what I have is 12.8 gram in 200ml, hence my reason for finding ways to speed it up, if I had the 15gram it wouldn't be a concern, but like you said I got the most reliable thing, so there's comfort in that, just it ain't the 15grams, either way there will always be concerns regardless right, so just gotta go with it and hope it works, thanks for advice, you have helped a great deal just by messaging

He would of been in a coma by then, so wouldnt of known nothing, that's the point of taking N, the gaba induced coma, if you watch the videos of people dying from N, it seems, on the outside looking in, zero struggle
Yes, but he came back from coma and respiratory did not work correctly from then on, for sure.
 
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Are there any vids of people ctb using vet N (like the stuff bought from A or D) or any witness accounts? I'm wondering how much that ctb process differs from ctb using the N you get from Pegasus or Dignitas.
 
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I have a technical question.
If you book 2 nights in an hotel and put the indication that you don't want to be disturbed on the door. Do they still enter the room before the end of the 2 nights?
No, they shouldn't enter with a do not disturb sign.
 
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