Help This is weird.

[OnceThougtTwiceDone]

Okay, so I'm still suicidal, otherwise I would be off this site of course. And I've realized something weird, every single thing I think of happens, like "They're going to tell them I have acid in my pocket," or "My dad's going to be super stoked about this new AI," or simply just an entire conversation just a few seconds after I think of it, and it makes me feel like a god. Like the world and everything that happens within it is from me. Can someone please explain this to me? (A little unrelated but whatever)

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm afraid I can't explain it but if I were you, I'd start playing the lottery...

Actually- I have had intuition about things in the past. I can't explain that either but I do believe in it. It wasn't all the time though. I don't know. If it's like deja vu- then, there are some explanations for that:

Why You Get Déjà Vu

Ever feel like you’ve lived a moment before? Find out what déjà vu is, why it happens, and when it can be a cause for concern.

health.clevelandclinic.org

 

[Lulzacruel]

im not a psychiatrist but i do have experience with those on the schizophrenia-spectrum. if it feels like you can control reality then it might be worthwhile to consider if you have had other symptoms of schizotypal or schizoid disorders.

if its just with minor things like the weather or conversations, then IMO thats just your gut feeling. it becomes more serious if it starts to expand to thoughts that are like "i can feel that x will happen because i think so" and you do this with many subjects like predicting death fortune or others it might be time to watch yourself.

 

[yyytry]

Okay, so I'm still suicidal, otherwise I would be off this site of course. And I've realized something weird, every single thing I think of happens, like "They're going to tell them I have acid in my pocket," or "My dad's going to be super stoked about this new AI," or simply just an entire conversation just a few seconds after I think of it, and it makes me feel like a god. Like the world and everything that happens within it is from me. Can someone please explain this to me? (A little unrelated but whatever)

When I was doing a lot of acid, I had MANY experiences (both while high and not high) that made me feel like I could control/manipulate TV, radio, weather, billboard messages, and other things around me.

It was a powerful feeling, godlike in some ways.

Now that I no longer do acid (can't find it out here), it's been years since I've felt that way. The magic def feels gone now.

 

[OnceThougtTwiceDone]

I'm afraid I can't explain it but if I were you, I'd start playing the lottery...

Actually- I have had intuition about things in the past. I can't explain that either but I do believe in it. It wasn't all the time though. I don't know. If it's like deja vu- then, there are some explanations for that:

Why You Get Déjà Vu

Ever feel like you’ve lived a moment before? Find out what déjà vu is, why it happens, and when it can be a cause for concern.

health.clevelandclinic.org

One problem, I have anxiety, so that wouldn't work very well...

When I was doing a lot of acid, I had MANY experiences (both while high and not high) that made me feel like I could control/manipulate TV, radio, weather, billboard messages, and other things around me.

It was a powerful feeling, godlike in some ways.

Now that I no longer do acid (can't find it out here), it's been years since I've felt that way. The magic def feels gone now.

They told X before I got to use it, and it was sulphuric acid (corrosive) so I don't think that is one of the side effects.

im not a psychiatrist but i do have experience with those on the schizophrenia-spectrum. if it feels like you can control reality then it might be worthwhile to consider if you have had other symptoms of schizotypal or schizoid disorders.

if its just with minor things like the weather or conversations, then IMO thats just your gut feeling. it becomes more serious if it starts to expand to thoughts that are like "i can feel that x will happen because i think so" and you do this with many subjects like predicting death fortune or others it might be time to watch yourself.

Okay, I'll be watching myself.

 

[OnceThougtTwiceDone]

Pretty much everything that happens I predict so...

 

[yyytry]

They told X before I got to use it, and it was sulphuric acid (corrosive) so I don't think that is one of the side effects.

Oh lol. Sorry for misunderstanding.

 

[OnceThougtTwiceDone]

Oh lol. Sorry for misunderstanding.

It's okay