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EndItPlsGirl

EndItPlsGirl

Student
Apr 4, 2026
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I was told I was posting too often do I'll do my best not to.

This is the hardest thing I've ever done. Taking my own life is not easy. I just keep thinking, all I need to do when I get the rest of my method is to pull the bag over my head and breathe. That's it. But it's more than that. Plus I'll be using up all my money for the month that I should be using for food, clothing, showering supplies, etc.

I don't know how to live. I'm scared to death to die.

I keep watching suicide scenes on YouTube and I'm crying alot cause of it. I wish there was a way I could be killed before I knew it. Like walking through the forrest with someone behind me and they just shoot me in the head.
 
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Lou_Charthethird

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Dec 19, 2025
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I always think that would be the most satisfying way to die, when you least expect it
 

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