Story This is our last goodbye

[MeltingHeart]

In the words of Jeff Buckley:

This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it's over
Just hear this and then I'll go

Please if its ok dont ask me about protocols & where I got everything: all the info is here somewhere, seek & yee shall find!

Basically -I did 2 x 10mg of Meto yesterday-just as a kind of 'top up'

Today will be 3 x 10mg in total (I dont see the point of last triple dose)

Will have a couple of parcetamol plus 1 Zantac (I dont wanna do all these triple doses)

Got a few low dose Benzos.

If your young (and older too- if you have even a glimmer of hope left) please please for me give life a chance...

There's a whole world of beauty and joy out there...I just ruined everything...treasure all the little things whilst you can...most of all human connections, music, art, beauty, food & laughter.

Peace & Love.


current mood

 

[LMLN]

I wish things could have been better for you, so you could stay. Peace and love to you. I hope you find the peace you are seeking. ❤❤❤
You will be missed.

 

[SinisterKid]

I knew it was coming, but I hate losing anyone from this place, I really do, even though its inevitable. Its been just over 3 months and you have made a tremendous contribution to this place. Chat is gonna be a whole lot quieter from now on!

I am sad life has not been kinder to you as you made your journey through it. Hopefully, your road will take you to a more peaceful place.

 

[Sensei]

I'm sad to see you go. You seem to have life experience and to have thought this through thoroughly, so I won't try to change your mind. I'll just say that there's no shame in postponing your attempt and meditating upon your decision one more time. If you decide to go through with it, sleep well among the stars.

 

[MeltingHeart]

I knew it was coming, but I hate losing anyone from this place, I really do, even though its inevitable. Its been just over 3 months and you have made a tremendous contribution to this place. Chat is gonna be a whole lot quieter from now on!

I am sad life has not been kinder to you as you made your journey through it. Hopefully, your road will take you to a more peaceful place.

ahh thku! yeh ive made my mark-i even made 'Angelic' woah! thnks 4 the chats and answering all my random Q's.

 

[Bärchen]

Good bye

 

[Guizin239]

SN?

 

[MeltingHeart]

Basically one of my all time favourite tracks buy one of my favourite bands.......

 

[WallsClosingInn]

I'm sorry life led you to this.I wish you peace and love

 

[jgm63]

If you decide to proceed then safe journey and sweet dreams

 

[Elias]

I'll miss you Melty melt, it was nice to have these evening discussions with you, and have a last mittle bit of fun in this corner of the universe.

I wish you can finally find what you're looking for, and be at peace forever.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

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MeltingHeart

I will miss your posts. I hope everything goes how you want it and you have a painless passing. I'm sad that I never got to talk to you one one one but i've read a lot of your posts and you seem like such a nice woman.

 

[MeltingHeart]

Just going for a smoke- the bad wont kick in till SN right?

 

[Azzy69]

Sad to say goodbye. You'll be missed. I hope you you find peace

 

[pilotmetal00]

Goodbye beautiful

 

[EmptyArms]

In the words of Jeff Buckley:

This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die
But it's over
Just hear this and then I'll go

Please if its ok dont ask me about protocols & where I got everything: all the info is here somewhere, seek & yee shall find!

Basically -I did 2 x 10mg of Meto yesterday-just as a kind of 'top up'

Today will be 3 x 10mg in total (I dont see the point of last triple dose)

Will have a couple of parcetamol plus 1 Zantac (I dont wanna do all these triple doses)

Got a few low dose Benzos.

If your young (and older too- if you have even a glimmer of hope left) please please for me give life a chance...

There's a whole world of beauty and joy out there...I just ruined everything...treasure all the little things whilst you can...most of all human connections, music, art, beauty, food & laughter.

Peace & Love.


current mood

I really hoped I wouldn't read this post today. We haven't known each other very long but I've enjoyed your company and I like you very much. I hoped there would be more. You have been enormously popular and well liked here and we will all be sadder without you. I hope you find your peace at last. Sweet dreams ❤

 

[astro]

Hope you end up in a better place. Goodbye.

 

[marcusuk63]

Farewell x

 

[jgm63]

Just going for a smoke- the bad wont kick in till SN right?

Sorry, can you clarify the question ?

 

[Jean4]

@MeltingHeart sending you lots of love. Stan is waiting for you with popcorn.

 

[snorli]

Oh man, I just chatted with you a few days ago . Sad to see someone with such great taste in music leave. As Sensei said, there's no shame in postponing your attempt. I you decide to proceed, I wish you safe travels and sweet dreams. I'll be thinking of you.

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

Goodbye

 

[EmptyArms]

Just going for a smoke- the bad wont kick in till SN right?

Smoking is REALLY bad for you!

 

[JustVisiting]

I'm sorry that I did not get the chance to know you. I can tell though that you possess special gifts. Love to you on this next journey.

 

[R_N]

I wish you good luck and an end to your suffering. Sad to see another person leave but it is your decision to make. Take care.

 

[cherub]

I'm going to miss you I know it's just the internet and I haven't met you IRL, but you are such a light. Thank you for all the times that you were kind, and supportive. Really appreciate all of those times you would lend a listening ear. I'm so sorry that you've suffered enough to feel that it has to come to this. I wish you a peaceful trip to the other side. Peace and love to you

 

[Soul]

@MeltingHeart, whatever you decide, I wish you the very best outcomes. Journey well ...

 

[snorli]

The Cure - All Cats Are Grey =^_^=

 

[LegaliseIt!]

*Glasses of Red Wine to Toast You*

 

[takeyourshotfunboy]

I am so sorry that this is how it had to end. I will miss you a lot.I f you decide not to proceed remember you can always call an ambulance.