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thenobrainer

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I'm planning on consuming 8.25 grams of amitriptyline and 8.4 grams of propranolol. Also take like strong prescription anti-emetics 45 minutes before, and for the cherry on top, I'm planning to chug like half a litre of vodka down. What do ya'll think? Solid enough??

Btw this is the link to the other post that used a similar combo:
 
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I'm so jealous that you have access to those drugs. Good for you. I wish you all the best.
 
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good luck, I hope you find peace ❤️‍🩹
 
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thenobrainer

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Thank you so much. I just hope it'll be painless TwT
 
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you should be prepared to throw up, especially if you have a lot of pills to swallow. even with an antiemetic. i also attempted an od with propranolol (excluding the amitriptalyine) and i threw up a LOT.
 
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good luck, hope it works!
 
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thenobrainer

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you should be prepared to throw up, especially if you have a lot of pills to swallow. even with an antiemetic. i also attempted an od with propranolol (excluding the amitriptalyine) and i threw up a LOT.
Which anti-emetic did you take? And what was the dosage? If I may ask
what is dying from this like?
No idea tbh, but just as long as I die, I don't really care
 
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Which anti-emetic did you take? And what was the dosage? If I may ask

No idea tbh, but just as long as I die, I don't really care
20mg of metoclopramide (reglan). even with a strong antiemetic and thorough planning its very likely that youll throw up because your body will eventually realize that youre consuming poison.
 
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thenobrainer

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20mg of metoclopramide (reglan). even with a strong antiemetic and thorough planning its very likely that youll throw up because your body will eventually realize that youre consuming poison.
I was planning on taking 40mg of it. That's what I read another user took. but yes, undoubtedly there will be vomitting. I only hope that crushing it and mixing the pills in water will help speed things up before the stupid body realises and tries to expel it.
what is dying from this like?
No idea. I guess its time to find out
 
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