This is it.

[trucker247]

About to make the death juice now. Oof I'm feeling hella anxious and scared. Idk what's going to happen next but hopefully I can find the peace we all deserve. I haven't talked to a lot of people here but honestly I wish you guys get the strength i lacked to wait for better days. The mind is a strong foe but sometimes it can be beat. I'm not strong nor am i capable of change. Which is why I'm writing this. I feel horrible because i have one failed attempt and i know the pain i will cause for the loved ones I am leaving behind. Nothing I say will make them understand or make the pain they feel any easier but idk what else to do. Maybe things would've gotten better in the future but the here and now sometimes is too much to bear. Life is full of wonders and I'm glad i got to enjoy my share before i kick the bucket. Thank you all and I wish you safe journeys in your individual lives. Pray that what I experience next isn't worse than what I've experienced so far.
Don't have any of the special meds
Just 1000mg of Tylenol 1 hour before hand and 25mg of sn. 240lbs i hope it's enough. Will have a second batch ready

 

[Darkover]

good luck to you may you find what you are looking for

 

[missingpeace]

I'm sorry it had to come to this.. wish you a peaceful transition.

 

[almostoutofhere]

Safe travels and hopefully you accomplish whatever that you're looking for

 

[Lonerzepam]

Buy the ticket, take the ride. Wish you peace on the other side bro maybe we'll meet soon

 

[HerculePoirot]

25 grams hopefully, not mg...

 

[trucker247]

Yeah 25g, i just down it. Extremely salty

 

[HerculePoirot]

Have a nice trip my friend

 

[trucker247]

I'm scared, ears are ringing. Body feels wired. Haven't thrown up yet. I can tell it's coming though. Shit this is scary. Nails starting to change color

 

[thebusislatetonight]

Keep us posted if possible. Hopefully you'll find peace.

I'm scared, ears are ringing. Body feels wired. Haven't thrown up yet. I can tell it's coming though. Shit this is scary. Nails starting to change color

 

[Raven2]

I'm sorry it has come to this for you trucker. Wishing you peace.

 

[trucker247]

Just threw up violently, don't hsve the strength to get second cup. Hopefully this is isnough. Fuck this is scary..

 

[almostoutofhere]

Hang in there, you're almost done

 

[Lonerzepam]

Do you have a second one? I thought you said you only had 25g? Best wishes

 

[Givenuponlife]

If the method is failing and you wish to back out, call the hospital. You shouldn't feel shame to doing so. In any case, I hope you find the peace you seek.

 

[almostoutofhere]

Over 40 minutes ago since drinking it, and last seen online 34 minutes ago. Hopefully everything is good now

 

[Shivali]

May you find what you are looking for Peace

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.

 

[living once]

Hope you are in a better place

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[outrider567]

R.I.P.

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[Milkyway]

Rest in peace, man.
Please keep us updated if you're still alive

 

[DreamEnd]

Have a good trip my friend. Are you still with us ?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

May peace from this shit world be yours.

 

[crypt]

I hope he's in peace and may it last for an eternity.

 

[violetchiwawa]

Rest in peace.

 

[stilhavinightmares]

This is a delayed message.
If I don't delete it I'm gone by now.
Much love
Lonerzepam

Is this from OP or is this from you, @Lonerzepam ? Either way, much love.
I fucking hate so much that the last thing OP shared with us before they potentially left this earth was that they felt scared. Nobody should have to feel that during their last moments. :(

 

[egirlsuicides]

rest in peace op... hope they eventually felt peaceful

This is a delayed message.
If I don't delete it I'm gone by now.
Much love
Lonerzepam

is this real? its not from op i think

 

[Lonerzepam]

I'm still here
Just didn't knew if I would make it ODed 2 times so I made this delayed message.
Didn't meant to scare anyone or anything
Rest in Peace OP
Anyways much love