un.exist
peace welcomes with a grip of ice
- Dec 25, 2025
- 114
"I know there's a chance I could fail but....third time's the charm.....haha"
I dont know if anyone remembers but I feel obligated to post this
I'll be quick
So yesterday, I posted that I would attempt that night and no, it wasn't for attention. I really was going to.
Basically, I was feeling okay till a few hours before and then something happened that worsened my mood so I was visibly down and even more intent on going through with my plan.
Then my friend came (she noticed I looked down tonight) and basically we talked (she talked). I understand and appreciate her good intentions but there were a lot of platitudes, this 'talk' went on till about 4 a.m.....I would've liked to have endedbthe 'talk' earlier but she was sharing a lot about herself too so it just felt insensitive.
I was planning for 1 - 2 a.m, those hours were my best chance of privacy so yeah yeah fuck whatever, here I am.
I dont know if anyone remembers but I feel obligated to post this
I'll be quick
So yesterday, I posted that I would attempt that night and no, it wasn't for attention. I really was going to.
Basically, I was feeling okay till a few hours before and then something happened that worsened my mood so I was visibly down and even more intent on going through with my plan.
Then my friend came (she noticed I looked down tonight) and basically we talked (she talked). I understand and appreciate her good intentions but there were a lot of platitudes, this 'talk' went on till about 4 a.m.....I would've liked to have endedbthe 'talk' earlier but she was sharing a lot about herself too so it just felt insensitive.
I was planning for 1 - 2 a.m, those hours were my best chance of privacy so yeah yeah fuck whatever, here I am.
