hello, ever since my failed attempt of taking my own life, ive been just taking things slow and im chill. knowing there's a way out ironically made me feel better.
its like my life felt like i was in a trapped room and now that there's a door that's open for me and i can voluntarily choose my way out is refreshing.
ill continue living for now because death will become a burden. until then i just decided to do whatever fun thing i could do. is that weird? im waiting till im selfish enough again to kill myself.
its like my life felt like i was in a trapped room and now that there's a door that's open for me and i can voluntarily choose my way out is refreshing.
ill continue living for now because death will become a burden. until then i just decided to do whatever fun thing i could do. is that weird? im waiting till im selfish enough again to kill myself.
