I have tried this many times and as wonderful as it sounds, you're not in the right space to then perform the deed. Because you're in a happy place you see, so it makes SI and everything else harder.
I'm on the fence on this, you're not wrong, nor right, it depends on one's situation. Yes, I too made a trip in 2001 to the Caribbean, and wanted to end it there, but was so poorly prepared that I just went back home after a few days, and yet a few months later I was at the train tracks about to do it.
I would also like to see the Nothern Lights in person, but i think that is a distant dream for me.
Something like this perhaps?
What if I travel to the US this december, I go in some lost national parks you guys have and I die there, maybe jumping from a cliff?
Have had the same thought, anything between Whitehorse/Canada and the West/Midwest-Grand Canyon has long appealed to me. Just the seclusion and vastness. Would probably lean towards the deserts but forests are fine too.
Also considered, the Far East (Thailand, Bali,+AUS) or islands, but am not sure how easy it would be to set things up there (SN). Even Yemen to buy a gun.
It's what I plan to do. Absolutely hate the place I'm at. There's houses all over, the landscape doesn't appeal to me, the weather is lousy, and there's people literally everywhere, which may lead to detection when doing it in nature. But more than that it was a welfare check that made me despise this country.
I've found a beautiful and secluded spot in the EU. Still have to get SN there, but other than that have made some necessary arrangements and sorted out the logistics. There are still some obligations left and do want the weather to play along, and while this may sound like procrastination, to me it's the last service I'm going to do myself after so many years. Therefore, fantasy, yes, but implemented into reality.
The option to hang myself from the stairs in the cellar will remain so.