I'm thinking of CTBing tomorrow morning. Naturally, I have my reservations about it. But I've also made my peace with it too. I may change my mind but I'm not sure how much I can push it off. I've tried everything to help me but my life is steadily getting worse. My mind has not been at peace for a while and CTB has felt like an inevitable conclusion that I keep postponing. It'll absolutely devastate my family and extended family and I'm not sure how bad the damage will be but I am truly a broken man. And an absolutely hopeless one. I used to have a bright future, and now there is no light at all.
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