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Pryras

Pryras

Last hope
Feb 11, 2020
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I have my SN, and something to keep it down...,but no Benzos. What could I take instead that's over the counter and could help me make my trip easier ? I'm in a lot of pain right now physical and mental.
 
randomz

randomz

Specialist
Nov 4, 2019
395
I am sorry that life brought you to this point. While I can't really help you with advice, I want to ask you have you exhausted all other options to feel good in your life? If there is anything you want to talk about that will make you feel better, we are always here.
 
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Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
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Straight up? Opioids.
Google CWE codeine (hopefully you have no tolerance), there is a way to extract codeine from the paracetamol then either swallow or plug the solution up your ass (literally), you have a lesser chance of vomiting.
You can do the pharmacy shop, so go to as many pharmacies as possible and ask for co-codamol. If it's a male they won't care, if female say it's for your girlfriend who uses it monthly, they will know what you mean.
If you need help with deciding to ctb, I'm not they guy you want lol
I wish you peace.
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
I have my SN, and something to keep it down...,but no Benzos. What could I take instead that's over the counter and could help me make my trip easier ? I'm in a lot of pain right now physical and mental.

Have you read Stan's guide, the main ingredient is SN everything else is a bonus, sorry you can't go on with your life. I hope you have explored and exhausted all your options before taking the devils dust, I had two friends who ctb with SN and one was unresponsive around 16 mins and the other was 20 mins so I think it works quite painlessly and fast.

Well it's my preferred method for ctb.
 
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LMLN

LMLN

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Aug 10, 2019
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Have you read Stan's guide, the main ingredient is SN everything else is a bonus, sorry you can't go on with your life. I hope you have explored and exhausted all your options before taking the devils dust, I had two friends who ctb with SN and one was unresponsive around 16 mins and the other was 20 mins so I think it works quite painlessly and fast.

Well it's my preferred method for ctb.
That must have been difficult for you to witness. How comforting that must have been for your friends to have you with them. I hope they did not suffer too much before they were unresponsive. :heart: :hug:
 
Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
That must have been difficult for you to witness. How comforting that must have been for your friends to have you with them. I hope they did not suffer too much before they were unresponsive. :heart: :hug:

Tell me about it you get to meet people and they ctb, the women was quick I kept asking any pain and she said no, she said she can't explain, feels funny then cold and the room was spinning and was unresponsive all in 16 minutes.

I think you need to get the quantity right I am large build so I will increase my dose to 30g she used 25g in 50ml water.
 
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yetme

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Oct 20, 2019
486
I have my SN, and something to keep it down...,but no Benzos. What could I take instead that's over the counter and could help me make my trip easier ? I'm in a lot of pain right now physical and mental.

There's a chance of vomiting, but it's not 100%. In case of that I'd just keep another glass ready
 
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Pryras

Pryras

Last hope
Feb 11, 2020
626
Straight up? Opioids.
Google CWE codeine (hopefully you have no tolerance), there is a way to extract codeine from the paracetamol then either swallow or plug the solution up your ass (literally), you have a lesser chance of vomiting.
You can do the pharmacy shop, so go to as many pharmacies as possible and ask for co-codamol. If it's a male they won't care, if female say it's for your girlfriend who uses it monthly, they will know what you mean.
If you need help with deciding to ctb, I'm not they guy you want lol
I wish you peace.

I have an antiemetic with me to stop the vomiting also pain killers (tramadol) and some tums. Hopefully this will be ok?
 
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Thinking Beyond

Thinking Beyond

Member
Mar 27, 2020
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I have my SN, and something to keep it down...,but no Benzos. What could I take instead that's over the counter and could help me make my trip easier ? I'm in a lot of pain right now physical and mental.
Tylenol for the headache.
 
yetme

yetme

Arcanist
Oct 20, 2019
486
I have an antiemetic with me to stop the vomiting also pain killers (tramadol) and some tums. Hopefully this will be ok?

yeah that would be enough.tramadol is also good at supressing SI.
 

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