Thinking I will do it tonight

[LifeQuitter2018]

I'ts 1:20 AM here. My cousin is home. His room is upstair. I gonna wait a bit for him to get into deep sleep then I will proceed.

The medications I got:
- Motilium (in liquid form, guess I have no choice but to drink 30ml, since 1ml contains 1mg domperidon).
- Phazandol (500mg Paracetamol + 50mg caffein).
- Mimosa (a type of herbal sleeping pills, since it's herbal, it's effect are lighter).

If I decide to change my plan, I will give new update.

If I survive (honestly, I wish I won't) by being saved, being found, waking up on my own, I also try my best to get back here and describe the experience so others user can have beneficial infos.

 

[SpaceCadet]

How are you feeling? We will be here for you either way you decide to take. Be sure of your decision, if not today maybe tomorrow, you can always postpone. Sending you best wishes.

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

How are you feeling? We will be here for you either way you decide to take

I'm currently feeling tired and kinda hungry.
Just took the Paracetamol and Mimosa.

 

[ThePaleWhiteLight]

Good luck and Godspeed.

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

Just drank the Motilium. Now waiting for SN.

 

[VikingHagstrom]

Peace may be upon you. You still can decide not to take the SN tonight. Keep us informed

 

[sadpinky]

how are you feeling mate?

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

Peace may be upon you. You still can decide not to take the SN tonight. Keep us informed

Sorry everyone but I think I decide to NOT do it tonight.

One fact I didn't tell you guys earlier is that I'm positive with COVID. Sore throat and nausea are big symptoms of COVID. Even with Motilium drank, I just vomit 5 minutes ago. Also I haven't eaten anything since 9 AM and now I feel incredibly hungry. Like my body is shaking.

All those signs tell me that using SN right now is a recipe for disaster.

Maybe I need to wait some more days, drink more medicine to treat or lessen the COVID symptom first, then I will rethink about doing SN.
Now I'm gonna eat something to supply energy.

 

[SpaceCadet]

Sorry everyone but I think I decide to NOT do it tonight.

One fact I didn't tell you guys earlier is that I'm positive with COVID. Sore throat and nausea are big symptoms of COVID. Even with Motilium drank, I just vomit 5 minutes ago. Also I haven't eaten anything since 9 AM and now I feel incredibly hungry. Like my body is shaking.

All those signs tell me that using SN right now is a recipe for disaster.

Maybe I need to wait some more days, drink more medicine to treat or lessen the COVID symptom first, then I will rethink about doing SN.
Now I'm gonna eat something to supply energy.

No shame in that, i also think it wouldn't be wise in your situation, take care.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I can imagine that it must be awful dealing with the covid symptoms. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

I think you made the right choice, being that you're ill and already got sick--the SN may get vomited up, too.

 

[Red Scare]

Mimosa is an maoi if I am not mistaken. I don't know if that will have any bearing on how the other drugs will affect you, but it may be something to think about, or look into.