thinking about the end

[opheliaoveragain]

I haven't been here as much, probably because i'm in heavy isolation mode, and that extends online.

my stalker decided to text me from a new number a few days ago. all I can do is block every new email or number, they don't live near me but changing my number isn't enough. i've gotten it off most sites but I wouldn't be stunned if they were paying someone as their work-home-work world is narrow and I think I took them out of it, then quickly realized they were not a safe person, broke it off, and see no issue in escalating shit if they don't stop.


they have no idea how much my life has changed, how I finally have my plan, built with patience and care, all I need is the right time, but given everything, I can't be spontaneous. but it's almost all I think about.

I talk to the dead more than the living, wouldn't it be fair to just let me fucking go? (rhetorical)

 

[Shadows From Hell]

Amazing how far stalkers will go to find someone.

Stay safe, and keep blocking those numbers. They will give up sooner or later.

 

[CatLvr]

Oh, dear, I cannot imagine having to deal with that shit. I will ask the spirits to guide, comfort and keep you safe. Blessed be.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Amazing how far stalkers will go to find someone.

Stay safe, and keep blocking those numbers. They will give up sooner or later.

appreciate you. this person openly bragged about having a hundred ig handles, thinking i'd just be super chill about it. they made the mistake of telling me other things that quickly made me realize that they were not well. the continued communication in december (email) and feb (text) just solidifies im doing the right thing.

Oh, dear, I cannot imagine having to deal with that shit. I will ask the spirits to guide, comfort and keep you safe. Blessed be.

Blessed be my sweet friend. thank you for all you do.

I straight up just need them to stop, go away, leave me out of their shit.

 

[nembutaldream]

I'm being gangstalked rn, in fact that's my number one reason for wanting to ctb. It's amazing how much your life can get fucked up from stalking.

 

[CatLvr]

I straight up just need them to stop, go away, leave me out of their shit.

Ok, I know it's not funny, but this made me giggle -- because I am not above a little ... Ahem ... Well, you know -- Just asking that someone get back what they put out into this world is effective. It's kinda funny when you are actually close enough to the person to watch it work -- like a pissy, mean, grumpy co-worker. They are SO confused!! Excuse me now, I have "work" to do.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Ok, I know it's not funny, but this made me giggle -- because I am not above a little ... Ahem ... Well, you know -- Just asking that someone get back what they put out into this world is effective. It's kinda funny when you are actually close enough to the person to watch it work -- like a pissy, mean, grumpy co-worker. They are SO confused!! Excuse me now, I have "work" to do.

oh I caught your drift. i did a cord cutting and it did some CRAZY stuff. convo me later and i'll dm you the highlights.


thanks to all of you for being you. I got through the night, i'm gonna go on a long cigarette walk.