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unabletocope

I'd like to shut down
Mar 13, 2024
727
I'm over the edge, can't put myself back together. Lost everything. Hoping I can post this without being told how mentally ill I am. The pressure is too much.
 
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jinx <3

🌸she/her🏳️‍⚧️
Apr 12, 2023
87
Is there anything, even if it's small, that you can latch onto? This is what I do when I'm spiraling and thinking about suicide again, I focus on one thing I have control over and then pour my entire self into it. I'm not saying this is the best idea, but it's what I do to protect myself from fully unraveling. I hope that you can find something to dedicate yourself to, and I hope you feel better. <3
 
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TiredOfAllThis

Arcanist
Feb 5, 2024
453
Same here. I think I am living on borrowed time already. If not for my cats, I would have CTBd already.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,200
I'm sorry that you have to suffer so much in this cruel existence, it must be dreadful and tiring what you are going through. But anyway best wishes.