Method Thinking about burning charcoal as a method but have some problems. I can't take it anymore. Any help?

[grendel4578]

The problem is, the smallest tightest area is the bathroom which is already pretty big, and the only time the rest of my family would probably be gone is likely on sunday and even then its unlikely they would all be gone at church, and even then i'd only have like 3 hours. I have only $73 and can't think of any better method. Can anyone help? Or should I try this?
I've thought about wanting to go on, and thought of trying to get SSDI benefits because of all my mental illnesses and the fact I can't function, but I don't think I can yet, and I don't even know if I can get into an assisted living facility. If I cannot get either of those I will likely give up. Might just end up trying to jump or drown myself too, or maybe hang myself.

 

[fwompie]

If you're absolutely sure you want to ctb, don't hurry. Wait until you're absolutely sure it's somewhat failsafe. You don't want to live with a failed attempt, especially if it harms you which all of those methods can do.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

i'm really sorry about your situation. if you live with family, i don't think charcoal is the best method. plus, church won't afford you enough time and i think you said that they may not all go. wish i had better advice or even a solution. again, i am sorry.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Truthfully, I don't like your idea because even if everyone were gone 3 hours, there likely would still be a lot of CO present when they returned, including CO that may escape from your bathroom and make other people sick, or worse.

 

[grendel4578]

Truthfully, I don't like your idea because even if everyone were gone 3 hours, there likely would still be a lot of CO present when they returned, including CO that may escape from your bathroom and make other people sick, or worse.

I am not sure then to be honest.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I think you just need a place away from other people. Or, a lot more time than 3 hours.

 

[grendel4578]

I think you just need a place away from other people. Or, a lot more time than 3 hours.

I don't even know if i can get out of here - i don't know my way around since i've hardly been out since quarantine started and i don't have a job yet and dont really have the energy to get one. But yeah, 3 hours basically is my window :(

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I don't even know if i can get out of here - i don't know my way around since i've hardly been out since quarantine started and i don't have a job yet and dont really have the energy to get one. But yeah, 3 hours basically is my window :(

Well, if you're not concerned about anyone else getting injured from the CO.......................................... Hope you can get things figured out.

 

[befree]

3 hours is definitely not enough ! And you should not do it at home, where other people live. When you are dead, the CO does not just disappear.
It's still there, and if other people enter the house and bathroom, they could not only get health damage, but even die. So you would kill your whole family ! You need a place where you are all alone, where no one can disturb you and where you do not endanger other people. The next problem is,
if you are found before you are dead and rescued, you could very likely have permanent brain damage.

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