mjs135

mjs135

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So I've got a shift on Tuesday at work which will hopefully be my last. I work in a vets practice and I have control over ordering stock, I will order an extra bottle of N on Monday and when I unpack the order take the extra bottle for myself do my shift as normal then I'll be on my way!
 
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If you decide to not go through with it, that would be perfectly ok, but I'd replace that missing bottle if I was you.
 
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If you decide to not go through with it, that would be perfectly ok, but I'd replace that missing bottle if I was you.
Thank you. I have got that all in place, should I not go through I will just take the bottle back to work.
 
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So I've got a shift on Tuesday at work which will hopefully be my last. I work in a vets practice and I have control over ordering stock, I will order an extra bottle of N on Monday and when I unpack the order take the extra bottle for myself do my shift as normal then I'll be on my way!
What country are you in? I'm imagining so many suicidal people applying for jobs in vets practices now :-)
 
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mjs135

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What country are you in? I'm imagining so many suicidal people applying for jobs in vets practices now :-)
I'm in the U.K. I have been in my job a while, not just anyone can do the stock, but I've had to play the game and not let on how I'm feeling otherwise that control would have been taken away from me.
 
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I wish I was lucky as you :)
 
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jakaka

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Get some meto too. They have that for pets as well I think
 
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are there pets who want to ctb??
There might be. However when a pet needs to be put down nobody cares. Its humans that feed the machine so we are kept around and left in our depressed and taxed state. IMO. I also dont think meto is being used for pets in this scenario.
 
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are there pets who want to ctb??
I can't tell if this is sarcasm or not lol cause I'm really bad with it. But meto is used as vomiting med for pets as well. You can even get it on chewy.com I tried ordering some for my cat but with the intent to use it for me.
 
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I can't tell if this is sarcasm or not lol cause I'm really bad with it. But meto is used as vomiting med for pets as well. You can even get it on chewy.com I tried ordering some for my cat but with the intent to use it for me lol.
Ive seen a lot of bad posts today on threads where the person was having a hard time or just trying to share and get some support. I Like comedy as much as the next person and I try to keep my sick and mean comments to myself. This is not the place for that in a way but some threads and conversations are comical from the start. I dont think this is one but I could be wrong. I think respect and understanding are very important on this site. No need for any of us to be offensive or rude or mean or make fun of each other with the large topic at hand.
 
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So I've got a shift on Tuesday at work which will hopefully be my last. I work in a vets practice and I have control over ordering stock, I will order an extra bottle of N on Monday and when I unpack the order take the extra bottle for myself do my shift as normal then I'll be on my way!
I wish you the best... Whatever you decide to do.:heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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Endeavour

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So I've got a shift on Tuesday at work which will hopefully be my last. I work in a vets practice and I have control over ordering stock, I will order an extra bottle of N on Monday and when I unpack the order take the extra bottle for myself do my shift as normal then I'll be on my way!
You lucky thing! People would give their right arm for N. I've thought about ordering it but worried about customs (also in UK).

It was nerve wracking enough waiting for SN to arrive.
 
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You lucky thing! People would give their right arm for N. I've thought about ordering it but worried about customs (also in UK).

It was nerve wracking enough waiting for SN to arrive.
I noticed a lot of problems with people ordering SN, not sure what the problem was, as I guess I struck lucky with my position at work, so didn't look further into it.
 
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Look at OP, just walking out with some free N. I'm wicked jealous. :)
 
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Life is not worth living. I wish you a good trip my friend
 
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Endeavour

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How did you get on with obtaining your stuff?
 
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So I've got a shift on Tuesday at work which will hopefully be my last. I work in a vets practice and I have control over ordering stock, I will order an extra bottle of N on Monday and when I unpack the order take the extra bottle for myself do my shift as normal then I'll be on my way!
My lucky stars.,. just to even see this post. Send me a "soul card " ! N for all, right next to the aspirin in every store on earth . This is the only thing that would have changed the entire story of the human race / planet.

Everyone being so "Free To Go"
is key
in people being on their toes !

As in toeshoes a la Anna Pavlova.

I could write the NYT bestseller "Free To Go".
 
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TessB

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I've got it! Just haven't had the balls to do it yet. I've taken time off work to get myself ready.


But feel more settled knowing that I've got it
Were you able to cover your tracks at work so they can't tell you've taken it? X
 
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Endeavour

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Best of luck. I'm the same, have felt so crap today, it's just getting the balls to do it, It's very daunting.
 
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Best of luck. I'm the same, have felt so crap today, it's just getting the balls to do it, It's very daunting.
I know what you mean. I think I may take these days to get myself prepared tie up some loose ends.
 
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TessB

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I know what you mean. I think I may take these days to get myself prepared tie up some loose ends.
It's so good you have that peace of mind now though, I'm pleased for you :heart:
 
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It's so good you have that peace of mind now though, I'm pleased for you :heart:
Thank you. It's just knowing when to do it. Part of me just wants to get blind drunk and them bam done.
 
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Endeavour

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Dec 13, 2020
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Getting drunk or at least having a few drinks for dutch courage would certainly help, it's part of why I was thinking of CO in a tent, but the lockdowns make that impractical.

I've got SN here, so was thinking of using that. So no alcohol :(
 
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TessB

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Thank you. It's just knowing when to do it. Part of me just wants to get blind drunk and them bam done.
I'd feel the same way.. are you using an anti emetic? X
 
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Thank you. It's just knowing when to do it. Part of me just wants to get blind drunk and them bam done.
I feel you, I ordered SN but than I thought I have a pool in the backyard maybe I'll get drunk, use the passout breathing method and fall in the pool
 
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