Space Cadet

Space Cadet

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Mar 2, 2020
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I've always been scared of heights but I would love to do a parachute jump.

I've always had a very awkward personality and never interacted well with the opposite sex. Suffered trauma as a child/teen which I think left me bereft of confidence and how to interact with the opposite sex. Long story short I'd love to have tried some sexual experiences before departing this world. A sex party (group sex / orgy) always looks so fun when watching porn. Would like to have tried that.

Oh and a go on a jet ski. Never done that either.

Yep them me top 3 life experiences I wish I could try before I die.

What's yours?
 
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selfhater

selfhater

Experienced
Mar 1, 2020
222
i actually don't wanna anything anymore:(
 
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LivideLamb

LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
351
I have always wanted to travel and see the east where my family come from. So I guess Germany, Poland and parts of Russia.
Also a very, very, stupid thing but I want to lose a little bit of weight. But for real, I also would have wanted to be a student at my favorite university, where I live.

But top three experiences would be traveling, being a student at a university and owning a house or a farm at some point. Very cottagecore, I've always wanted a farm or a house near a forest.
 
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Epsilon0

Enlightened
Dec 28, 2019
1,874
Visit a few places, I guess. Although I am not sure that is realistic given my health problems.
 
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departing

departing

Enlightened
Jul 5, 2019
1,502
I'd like a nice steak and a visit to Disney World. Although, a trip to Disney World alone would be depressing.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Things I'd like to do before ctb if I ever do ctb:

Smoke weed one last time
Go indoor skydiving
Try LSD again
Try MDMA
Go to Japan
Go to Six Flags Great Adventure to go on the tallest roller coaster in the world
Eat a meal consisting of sushi, a cheeseburger, cheese fries and a strawberry cheesecake smoothie
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,441
I want to see the world, US/Canada, Australia, Japan...
 
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departing

departing

Enlightened
Jul 5, 2019
1,502
Go to Six Flags Great Adventure to go on the tallest roller coaster in the world

I've been to most of the Six Flags parks and Great Adventure is the best.
 
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starleaf

starleaf

Member
Dec 13, 2019
27
I want to be in my friend's wedding. I am going to see Nick Cave in the fall so that's something. I feel like I honestly have done a lot of things I wanted to do before I die. Maybe I will try more things.
 
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one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
3,455
Drink the damn SN!
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,707
I pretty much done just about anything and everything that I wanted to do before wanting to CTB, except for a few things, but even then it doesn't really matter (it used to be relevant but not much anymore). Here are just a few off my bucket list:
Go and eat gourmet style sushi (really high end ones where you would spend like $250-300 USD (¥25K-¥30K JPY) and the fish is so good it melts in your mouth.
Go and get laid a few more times (just for pleasure).
Go and try some more exotic foods in other countries (difficult to travel now due to Coronavirus).
Go and have someone indulge in my sexual fantasies, fetish (Probably not going to happen because it's so niche and rare, difficult to pull off).
Go and meet some other musical celebrities (hug, autograph, etc.)
Finish off some personal music projects (just a little bit left to go)
Finish off some other MMO or video game goals (a few left)

Other than that, I'm pretty much just numb and ready to leave this world (after writing all my notes, tying loose ends, getting the right place and right time, etc.)
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
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Things I'd like to do before ctb if I ever do ctb:

Smoke weed one last time
Go indoor skydiving
Try LSD again
Try MDMA
Go to Japan
Go to Six Flags Great Adventure to go on the tallest roller coaster in the world
Eat a meal consisting of sushi, a cheeseburger, cheese fries and a strawberry cheesecake smoothie

Yeah man, sounds good to me.
I'd like a nice steak and a visit to Disney World. Although, a trip to Disney World alone would be depressing.

SS should have a fixed section for a bucket list so similar people can meet up and complete bucket lists together or a small group.
I've always been scared of heights but I would love to do a parachute jump.

I've always had a very awkward personality and never interacted well with the opposite sex. Suffered trauma as a child/teen which I think left me bereft of confidence and how to interact with the opposite sex. Long story short I'd love to have tried some sexual experiences before departing this world. A sex party (group sex / orgy) always looks so fun when watching porn. Would like to have tried that.

Oh and a go on a jet ski. Never done that either.

Yep them me top 3 life experiences I wish I could try before I die.

What's yours?

What do you mean try before you die if you don't complete your bucket list I am going to haunt you, life is short, have a few drinks and start making your dream come true just hope you have enough money in the bank, jet ski is the easiest option google where to hire one around the nearest coast to you, might want to google the adult websites you might kill two birds with one stone or go to Thailand head for Pattaya and you can complete your bucket list in a two week holiday.

Cheers Geo
Things I'd like to do before ctb if I ever do ctb:

Smoke weed one last time
Go indoor skydiving
Try LSD again
Try MDMA
Go to Japan
Go to Six Flags Great Adventure to go on the tallest roller coaster in the world
Eat a meal consisting of sushi, a cheeseburger, cheese fries and a strawberry cheesecake smoothie

MDMA is great make sure you are in a party or rocking venue though don't waste it by taking it on your own.
I want to see the world, US/Canada, Australia, Japan...

Dreams can come true my friend, you just need to believe and do it.
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
862
Visit parts of the wilderness in Canada and hear the call of the common Loon.
 
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Eden4

Member
Mar 4, 2020
8
I want to do something like Naked and Afraid only not naked. I'd love to see those places and experience them first hand, camp out there, and test my survival skills.
 
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Cjaf

Member
Mar 8, 2020
57
Okay this will sound trashy but before CTB I want to have lots of alcohol and sex. Go wild and party like crazy
 
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Cjaf

Member
Mar 8, 2020
57
Doesn't sound trashy to me.
Good. Some will think it is but I can't imagine a better way to spend my last days on earth. Go crazy and celebrate my shitty life will end soon.
Doesn't sound trashy to me.
I apparently can't pm back yet because my profile is new and it takes a certain amount of time and posts before I can.
 
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ghostspace

ghostspace

ghost space, ghosts pace
Feb 10, 2020
410
I want to have a positive impact on someone's life (through volunteer work or something else) and give back to my community as much as possible. I want to sort through my belongings and give them away to people who really need them.

I'm planning on going around my apartment building and collecting old towels and blankets to donate to the animal shelter, along with the blankets I'm sewing. I just want some piece of me, even if it's really trivial or small, to remain here on earth. One more cat has a warm blanket to snuggle with? That's the difference between sleeping in a cold metal cage and curling up on something soft and handmade and feeling a little safer, hopefully.

I think doing these things will put my mind at ease during my last year on earth. I don't want to focus on all the bad things going on in the world because I'm leaving it all, anyway. If I touch everything and everyone with kindness, to the best of my ability, I will have served some minute purpose and will be at peace.
 
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departing

departing

Enlightened
Jul 5, 2019
1,502
No I can't
I think there's a 24-hour delay in getting PM access. Hopefully, you'll have access tomorrow. I also think there's a minimum amount of postings required but I'm not certain what the number is. If it's 20, you're quite close.
 
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Cjaf

Member
Mar 8, 2020
57
I think there's a 24-hour delay in getting PM access. Hopefully, you'll have access tomorrow. I also think there's a minimum amount of postings required but I'm not certain what the number is. If it's 20, you're quite close.
Thank you for the info! I'll check again tomorrow.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
Save the world
 
Marchioness

Marchioness

Eternal sleep
Feb 17, 2020
296
As someone who tries new things on a frequent basis; skydiving is fun, traveling is fun, weed wasn't my thing, volunteering, public speaking etc...it all feels overrated after awhile. We're all dust in the end.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I never really wanted to do that much I guess. Im always amazed at all the hobbies other people have. If money was no object I think maybe I would try something I've never done. Ayahuasca trip maybe.
 
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the box is empty

the box is empty

Sometimes the fall kills you. Sometimes you fly.
Mar 8, 2020
356
I was kind of a shit head in high school and my parents and teachers made me go to the guidance counselor a LOT to see what was up my mood swings. I remember one of the banal questions he asked me was the typical "What do you see yourself doing five years?" and I snarkily replied "Disarming landmines in Cambodia!"

I never went to Cambodia. Nor have I disarmed any landmines.

P.S. the guidance counselor's diagnosis was "there's nothing wrong with him. he's just an asshole."
I sure showed him! :sunglasses:
 
alexK

alexK

Tormented
Mar 9, 2020
149
1. Have a reunion with my lost cats
2. Meet Lana del Rey and Kate Hudson
3. Live in a cabin in the woods or a tree house
4. Shooting with a bolt action sniper
5. Have a raccoon and a squirrel
6. Learn French
7. Have my own charity and restaurant
8. Establish an org for suicidal ppl/assisted suicide. And innovate an arrangement that would allow them to donate their organs before they ctb
9. Go for a run in the nature and feel the breeze in my hair as I freely remove my scarf that I'm forced to wear.
10. Be my own person and decide for myself.
 
Space Cadet

Space Cadet

Member
Mar 2, 2020
64
8. Establish an org for suicidal ppl/assisted suicide. And innovate an arrangement that would allow them to donate their organs before they ctb

Wow, I never even thought about that what a shame it is that so many countries law makers make suicide so hard or taboo we can't donate our organs and help others to live after we die as the way we have to check out - in secret or violently means by the time we are discovered or way we were forced to CTB means are bodies and internal organs are no good anymore or useless.
 
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eeyore9128

eeyore9128

and just fade away..
Jun 9, 2020
85
experience a snowy winter (and Christmas, for the celebrations)
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,590
Tie up any lose ends and write a suicide note that is at least decent, because the note I have now is crap.
 
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AllReturnsToNothing

I'm useless
Aug 5, 2020
222
Getting to kiss and snuggle a girl for the first time would be nice. Just a moment where I would feel comfortable enough to be able to be intimate with someone. Course that'll probably never happen. I'd also love to see the mountains and the ocean. Probably find a way to rig it so that my hard drive is wiped after 48 hours passes right before suicide.